not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
the internet connection really sucks!
now that I feel it.
hoah..
it seems to be so boring now to blog.
well, i used to have so many activities here.
chatting, blogging, having fun, doing silly things, and so on.
however, since i pulled myself out from this public, and at last decided to blog again, I'm feeling so lonely now.
my friends may assume that i'm not blogging anymore.
*sigh*
what to do? what to do?
I really miss them. :(
I shouldn't have trusted my life to someone else.
what i am feeling now is just total emptiness.
I just write and write, hoping someone to read and give comments to it, yet no one will actually do.
is this the life I really want?
well, actually i don't have any interest in blogging anymore.
I've been out of this thing for too long.
time has killed the feeling.
what I write here is now totally bullshits and nonsense things.
unimportant, nothing about life, just about my complaints against the life.
I am DEAD here if I may say.. totally dead!Labels: unnecessary things
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