there's so many unexpected things happened before my eyes.and i don't know why it turned to become so bad.
is it really bad?
does it even concern us?
like hell i know.
what i get is this uneasy feeling about what's happening and what's going to happen.
it's not like i don't believe.. even if it really happens that way.
it's just that i don't want to believe.
what i know is that as long as it doesn't concern us.. no.. even if it concerns us, it actually doesn't go this way.
or maybe it's safe to say, it shouldn't have gone this way.
what do i know? what do you know? what does everyone know?
is it best if we just fake our smile?
no no!
it shouldn't have gone this way.
there's actually nothing bad about this.
then what's the big deal?
say if this is actually happening, then the blame is mine.
but this is just wrong.
it shouldn't have happened from the very first place.
perhaps i was right.
silence is gold after all.
i've talked too much.
and i guess i was too hard-headed that i couldn't let a debate to be put to an end.
if it really is about us.. then it can't help.
everyone has their own right to think someone their own way.
if it really is that big a deal.. if it really is...
if everyone believes it is.. then it can't help either.
should this end well.. well enough..
please..
after all, it shouldn't have gone this way.
i just don't want to believe that way.
what i believe is that we assume too much..
