LIFE JOURNAL

not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.

P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.

Monday, June 27, 2011

i don't know how..

how to show you my attention..

i've been thinking, and i realize that i never did anything good for you.

i couldn't give you promises like the other men would.

i couldn't do things to please you.

perhaps i'm like taking you for granted.

i'm the only one who's pleased.

i'm sorry..

but it's not like i don't care.

really..

i've been thinking of how to show you that i really care.

but nothing comes in mind.

and now i'm scared of that day.. the day where your heart will rapidly change, because your doubt rises, as my love seems covered by my own uselessness.

i'm sorry. i'm a good-for-nothing.

but believe me. my love to you never will change.

3:50 PM

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Believe in God and yourself. Never depends on anybody.

Why? Because in the time of darkness, even your shadow will leave you.

1:20 AM

Monday, June 6, 2011

from the most important secrets that no other people are worth enough to hear, until the most unnecessary things that aren't worth enough to share; everything..

i can tell you everything.

9:00 PM