not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
6 months to go, friends, and I'll be leaving this town.
*sigh*
well, I've actually never thought about this before.
it's just.. I mean I finally realize that it's almost impossible to leave this town, specifically my friends, every single of them.
I write about this, after checking Cindy Tantarica's blog, a post, which states the thing as I do.
after taking a look or two to it, I finally realize about this leaving-my-friends thing, that I can't actually stand against.
i face the same dilemma like what Cindy is facing.
will I leave this town, sacrificing my friends, or stay while sacrificing my study?
I always wasted my time doing unnecessary, silly things without knowing that clock kept ticking and dragged away my age, my life. lots of days have been wasted. now, that I've known how expensive time has become, I can just be sorry.
I reach my clock, trying to turn back its hands, trying to earn back the time I've wasted, but I know, it's useless.
i admire kids, really admire them, when seeing them try very hard to obtain what they want.
it doesn't matter if they have to cry, or even fight to get what they are really interested in.
Otherwise, I, as a grown-up, can only muse.
It's so embarrassing, if I may say.
do I really have to abandon my old life and build the new one?
this problem is way too rough.
even a person like Cindy Tantarica has a dilemma for this.
this is very confusing, and horrible... and..
*sigh*
It's time to tell Jesus everything about this.
I believe He knows which is the best, for me, and for my friends.Labels: friends
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