not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Friday, June 25, 2010
well, okay..
stuffs do change.
I know that.
and just now, my friends, specifically two of them, told me that they have remade their blogs.
is it really coincidence or what?
two of them, on the same day (it's today), told me the same thing like "hey garry, you know what? I've remade my blog! check it out man and you'll see stuffs and stuffs. by the way, I also changed my url dude. relink me, okay?"
is remaking blog seasonal?
I don't know it's the season for it now.
lol.
hopefully no one will tell me the same thing for the rest of the day. :D
well, here are their blogs.
Josephine Irena: SPILLED MILK AND ROTTEN APPLE
for josephine's blog: she said it was a new born baby blog, and she is the mother. well, she sure looks like mother who has just given birth in her blog's photo. lol.
Timothy: LEAVE NOW !
for timothy's blog: sure a weird name for one's blog. are you really asking me to leave now? :D
but then, I came to think that, if they had sort of reasons to remake their blogs, how about the others?
I changed my link with so many people.
and I've not visited any of their blogs for a while.
so, I decided to see every single blog on my "links" and voila!
I found so many people who had changed their url and didn't ask me to relink them.
it's always written "Blog yang Anda cari tidak ditemukan."
in some cases, it's written "This blog is open to invited readers only. It doesn't look like you have been invited to read this blog. If you think this is a mistake, you might want to contact the blog author and request an invitation."
guess it's for private only now. :)
and some aren't updated anymore. they're left pitifully untreated, while the rest are still updated frequently, nice one.
well, guess people really do come and go, eh?
I think I'll just leave the links there, at least to remind the future me that I've ever had them as my friends. :)Labels: about blog, friends, people
3:26 PM
Monday, December 28, 2009
greetings, everyone..
I write this post when the clock is pointing at 1:11 AM.
well, that means it's midnight now.
:D
28th December 2009 it is; however, I'm writing about the event on 27th December 2009.
So, today..(I guess yesterday will be better since I've passed 1 hour and 11 minutes. lol.) I went to Sun Plaza (again).
wow.. that's new.
yeahh. you wish.
Going to Sun Plaza is never a new thing to do.
you can find Medanese (+ 15 years old) who never go to Sun?
Cut my head off!
lol.
I'm kidding, okay?
It sure will be scary to find a thousand people banging at my front door in order to cut my head off after finding someone who never goes to Sun tomorrow.
:D
here is how it was planned.
firstly, Jodhi and I planned to spend the day by going to Cambridge and having lunch there.
Well, in addition, we got Laurence and Dewi joining us too.
Secondly, we would continue our trip to Sun to hang out together and sight-see things.
then last, we would go back to our own lovely home, and everyone would be happy.. forever after.
well.. don't you think that it's kinda cliche?
unfortunately, life isn't that simple, isn't it?
plan never goes smoothly.
so, here is how it happened.
but before, I'd like to introduce everyone who was involved in this event.
Garry : myself. well, need not to put any further information, right? you should have known me, I wish. lol.
Jodhi : the driver. lol. I mean, the one who gave us rides during the event, the coolest guy in this group, ever! he was the one who asked for this hanging-out thing, yet didn't care about it. lol. nice one!
Dewi : how will I describe her? she is totally hard to describe. lol. just find her at her blog, okay?
you can find her blog at LINKS on the right side of the screen below CBOX or click here.
and last..
Laurence : a little girl (totally little, I'm serious. lol.) who I've known since primary school. she's cheerful, nice. she has big sense of humor. my sister. :D
so..
Jodhi and I planned to go to Cambridge along with Dewi and Laurence.
everything seemed quite right until Laurence told us that she couldn't join because she had just had a problem with her father.
the situation then automatically didn't allow her to go.
Dewi who was supposed to be accompanied by Laurence once said that she wouldn't join if Laurence didn't join.
Well, did it mean Jodhi and I would have a GAY date?
that's bloody no!
the problem was then solved when Dewi told me that she's bored staying at home and wanted to go away from that bloody place and decided to join us in spite of Laurence's absence.
The situation became worse when she headed right to Sun Plaza.
well, I've told you, our first destination was Cambridge!
lol.. :D
as gentlemen, would we let Dewi to be alone there?
Of course no! (well, gentlemen don't say "of course no!" as I do. rofl)
we then passed Cambridge and headed right to Sun.
a couple minutes after, Laurence said that she could join (good news), but she had to bring her brother along.
well, no problem..
by the way, I should now introduce you all to a new comer.
Dicky : Laurence's brother. quite talkative, cheerful like his sister, a new comer of the group just so Laurence could join. :)
Dewi arrived at 2, Laurence and her brother arrived at 2.30, we arrived not even earlier. :D
We have the car! (well, it belongs to Jodhi. I mean, we got the car!)
but still we were late.
so, what's the problem?
ever see Sun's parking lot?
yes?
you'll know then.
hehe..
wow, we have arrived at 2, but the searching of the parking place took most of the time.
1 hour of going around the lot was totally boring.
urgh..
1 hour of waiting for Dewi and half hour for Laurence and her brother was upsetting enough, I know.. since we were the one who made the plan.
okay, let's not talk about that one.
as soon as we arrived there, Jodhi and I had forgot about our lunch.
we headed right to Starbucks and didn't talk about our lunch anymore!
really, we forgot that we hadn't eaten.
I even doubt Jodhi recognized that we didn't have our lunch.
lol..
then, 4 hours of lol-ing around, walking around, sight-seeing around, joking around, and so on.
that's what ran smoothly. :)
at 7 P.M, we went back to our own living place and the event was done!
Not really special actually, just like another story at Sun.
But I'm on top mood of EXAGGERATING. lol.
that's why I make this event to sound like a really big event.
hehe..
end of the post.
ciao..Labels: friends, fun
1:07 AM
Saturday, December 26, 2009
10:31 PM
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Argh!! what a distressing life!
urgh..
the semester exam has started.
there is no time to play and have fun anymore.
Blahh!
I hate that statement.
I have to admit it though.
ougghh, great.
we have math on our first day of exam.
however, I did it well.
so far so good.
second day of exam, religion and bahasa Indonesia.
now that I'm irritated.
is it appropriate to give an exam of 12 chapters for ONE lesson?
INSANE, if you are thinking of a word.
well, religion is important, I tell you.
but, 12 chapters?!
what a waste!
we don't even use those matters on our daily life..!
I'm not trying to mock religion, okay?
but the book, it states too much information that isn't actually crucial.
WHICH.. we call as "BeCe"!
you'll know when you see.
well, actually it's time to study now.
yeah, for jerks!
who can stand reading that kind of book for hours.. or minutes maybe?
I tell you, no one can!
no exception.
*sigh*
enough of it.
let's talk about my life again..
let's see..
what to tell today, pal?
oww yes.
by the way, I've just felt that she's changing, becomes strange.
I wonder what's going on.
I will help her if I can.
however, she never tells me her problems.
do women always hide their sorrow?
why don't they just tell?
I'm happy to help, but if she keeps on not telling me, how can I help?
argh!
women are hard to be understood.
people are hard to be understood.
and I, as the greatest enemy for myself, am hard to understand and to be understood.
God!
oh yeah, I told Cindy Tantarica about my missing one of our friends, Vivi Rihanty.
it has been so long since my last contact with her.
I'm wondering what she is doing now.
she has turned even more arrogant than before. that's disappointing me.
but I should admit it that I miss her so much.
how is her life?
has she grown up?
has she become mature?
has she understood everything about this life?
has she learned to be a real adult?
I hope she's strong now, so that she won't cry that easily like she did before.
not because you've grown up that you may not cry.
it's just, don't let your tears fall down that easy..
calm and strong, that's what you need.
men are jerks, as we all know.
they don't deserve your tears. remember that!
family, friends, they are the important ones.
watch your feet, for you may not know when there is a hole waiting for you to step into.
be strong, since God won't wipe your problems out.
Instead, He will give you a strong shoulder so that you are able to carry every single of them.
I hope she will read this, although I know that it's impossible to happen.
*sigh*
bye friends.
got to work for my exam.Labels: about her, friends, people, school
8:42 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
6:14 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
6 months to go, friends, and I'll be leaving this town.
*sigh*
well, I've actually never thought about this before.
it's just.. I mean I finally realize that it's almost impossible to leave this town, specifically my friends, every single of them.
I write about this, after checking Cindy Tantarica's blog, a post, which states the thing as I do.
after taking a look or two to it, I finally realize about this leaving-my-friends thing, that I can't actually stand against.
i face the same dilemma like what Cindy is facing.
will I leave this town, sacrificing my friends, or stay while sacrificing my study?
I always wasted my time doing unnecessary, silly things without knowing that clock kept ticking and dragged away my age, my life. lots of days have been wasted. now, that I've known how expensive time has become, I can just be sorry.
I reach my clock, trying to turn back its hands, trying to earn back the time I've wasted, but I know, it's useless.
i admire kids, really admire them, when seeing them try very hard to obtain what they want.
it doesn't matter if they have to cry, or even fight to get what they are really interested in.
Otherwise, I, as a grown-up, can only muse.
It's so embarrassing, if I may say.
do I really have to abandon my old life and build the new one?
this problem is way too rough.
even a person like Cindy Tantarica has a dilemma for this.
this is very confusing, and horrible... and..
*sigh*
It's time to tell Jesus everything about this.
I believe He knows which is the best, for me, and for my friends.Labels: friends
9:23 PM
Friday, June 25, 2010
well, okay..
stuffs do change.
I know that.
and just now, my friends, specifically two of them, told me that they have remade their blogs.
is it really coincidence or what?
two of them, on the same day (it's today), told me the same thing like "hey garry, you know what? I've remade my blog! check it out man and you'll see stuffs and stuffs. by the way, I also changed my url dude. relink me, okay?"
is remaking blog seasonal?
I don't know it's the season for it now.
lol.
hopefully no one will tell me the same thing for the rest of the day. :D
well, here are their blogs.
Josephine Irena: SPILLED MILK AND ROTTEN APPLE
for josephine's blog: she said it was a new born baby blog, and she is the mother. well, she sure looks like mother who has just given birth in her blog's photo. lol.
Timothy: LEAVE NOW !
for timothy's blog: sure a weird name for one's blog. are you really asking me to leave now? :D
but then, I came to think that, if they had sort of reasons to remake their blogs, how about the others?
I changed my link with so many people.
and I've not visited any of their blogs for a while.
so, I decided to see every single blog on my "links" and voila!
I found so many people who had changed their url and didn't ask me to relink them.
it's always written "Blog yang Anda cari tidak ditemukan."
in some cases, it's written "This blog is open to invited readers only. It doesn't look like you have been invited to read this blog. If you think this is a mistake, you might want to contact the blog author and request an invitation."
guess it's for private only now. :)
and some aren't updated anymore. they're left pitifully untreated, while the rest are still updated frequently, nice one.
well, guess people really do come and go, eh?
I think I'll just leave the links there, at least to remind the future me that I've ever had them as my friends. :)Labels: about blog, friends, people
3:26 PM
Monday, December 28, 2009
greetings, everyone..
I write this post when the clock is pointing at 1:11 AM.
well, that means it's midnight now.
:D
28th December 2009 it is; however, I'm writing about the event on 27th December 2009.
So, today..(I guess yesterday will be better since I've passed 1 hour and 11 minutes. lol.) I went to Sun Plaza (again).
wow.. that's new.
yeahh. you wish.
Going to Sun Plaza is never a new thing to do.
you can find Medanese (+ 15 years old) who never go to Sun?
Cut my head off!
lol.
I'm kidding, okay?
It sure will be scary to find a thousand people banging at my front door in order to cut my head off after finding someone who never goes to Sun tomorrow.
:D
here is how it was planned.
firstly, Jodhi and I planned to spend the day by going to Cambridge and having lunch there.
Well, in addition, we got Laurence and Dewi joining us too.
Secondly, we would continue our trip to Sun to hang out together and sight-see things.
then last, we would go back to our own lovely home, and everyone would be happy.. forever after.
well.. don't you think that it's kinda cliche?
unfortunately, life isn't that simple, isn't it?
plan never goes smoothly.
so, here is how it happened.
but before, I'd like to introduce everyone who was involved in this event.
Garry : myself. well, need not to put any further information, right? you should have known me, I wish. lol.
Jodhi : the driver. lol. I mean, the one who gave us rides during the event, the coolest guy in this group, ever! he was the one who asked for this hanging-out thing, yet didn't care about it. lol. nice one!
Dewi : how will I describe her? she is totally hard to describe. lol. just find her at her blog, okay?
you can find her blog at LINKS on the right side of the screen below CBOX or click here.
and last..
Laurence : a little girl (totally little, I'm serious. lol.) who I've known since primary school. she's cheerful, nice. she has big sense of humor. my sister. :D
so..
Jodhi and I planned to go to Cambridge along with Dewi and Laurence.
everything seemed quite right until Laurence told us that she couldn't join because she had just had a problem with her father.
the situation then automatically didn't allow her to go.
Dewi who was supposed to be accompanied by Laurence once said that she wouldn't join if Laurence didn't join.
Well, did it mean Jodhi and I would have a GAY date?
that's bloody no!
the problem was then solved when Dewi told me that she's bored staying at home and wanted to go away from that bloody place and decided to join us in spite of Laurence's absence.
The situation became worse when she headed right to Sun Plaza.
well, I've told you, our first destination was Cambridge!
lol.. :D
as gentlemen, would we let Dewi to be alone there?
Of course no! (well, gentlemen don't say "of course no!" as I do. rofl)
we then passed Cambridge and headed right to Sun.
a couple minutes after, Laurence said that she could join (good news), but she had to bring her brother along.
well, no problem..
by the way, I should now introduce you all to a new comer.
Dicky : Laurence's brother. quite talkative, cheerful like his sister, a new comer of the group just so Laurence could join. :)
Dewi arrived at 2, Laurence and her brother arrived at 2.30, we arrived not even earlier. :D
We have the car! (well, it belongs to Jodhi. I mean, we got the car!)
but still we were late.
so, what's the problem?
ever see Sun's parking lot?
yes?
you'll know then.
hehe..
wow, we have arrived at 2, but the searching of the parking place took most of the time.
1 hour of going around the lot was totally boring.
urgh..
1 hour of waiting for Dewi and half hour for Laurence and her brother was upsetting enough, I know.. since we were the one who made the plan.
okay, let's not talk about that one.
as soon as we arrived there, Jodhi and I had forgot about our lunch.
we headed right to Starbucks and didn't talk about our lunch anymore!
really, we forgot that we hadn't eaten.
I even doubt Jodhi recognized that we didn't have our lunch.
lol..
then, 4 hours of lol-ing around, walking around, sight-seeing around, joking around, and so on.
that's what ran smoothly. :)
at 7 P.M, we went back to our own living place and the event was done!
Not really special actually, just like another story at Sun.
But I'm on top mood of EXAGGERATING. lol.
that's why I make this event to sound like a really big event.
hehe..
end of the post.
ciao..Labels: friends, fun
1:07 AM
Saturday, December 26, 2009
10:31 PM
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Argh!! what a distressing life!
urgh..
the semester exam has started.
there is no time to play and have fun anymore.
Blahh!
I hate that statement.
I have to admit it though.
ougghh, great.
we have math on our first day of exam.
however, I did it well.
so far so good.
second day of exam, religion and bahasa Indonesia.
now that I'm irritated.
is it appropriate to give an exam of 12 chapters for ONE lesson?
INSANE, if you are thinking of a word.
well, religion is important, I tell you.
but, 12 chapters?!
what a waste!
we don't even use those matters on our daily life..!
I'm not trying to mock religion, okay?
but the book, it states too much information that isn't actually crucial.
WHICH.. we call as "BeCe"!
you'll know when you see.
well, actually it's time to study now.
yeah, for jerks!
who can stand reading that kind of book for hours.. or minutes maybe?
I tell you, no one can!
no exception.
*sigh*
enough of it.
let's talk about my life again..
let's see..
what to tell today, pal?
oww yes.
by the way, I've just felt that she's changing, becomes strange.
I wonder what's going on.
I will help her if I can.
however, she never tells me her problems.
do women always hide their sorrow?
why don't they just tell?
I'm happy to help, but if she keeps on not telling me, how can I help?
argh!
women are hard to be understood.
people are hard to be understood.
and I, as the greatest enemy for myself, am hard to understand and to be understood.
God!
oh yeah, I told Cindy Tantarica about my missing one of our friends, Vivi Rihanty.
it has been so long since my last contact with her.
I'm wondering what she is doing now.
she has turned even more arrogant than before. that's disappointing me.
but I should admit it that I miss her so much.
how is her life?
has she grown up?
has she become mature?
has she understood everything about this life?
has she learned to be a real adult?
I hope she's strong now, so that she won't cry that easily like she did before.
not because you've grown up that you may not cry.
it's just, don't let your tears fall down that easy..
calm and strong, that's what you need.
men are jerks, as we all know.
they don't deserve your tears. remember that!
family, friends, they are the important ones.
watch your feet, for you may not know when there is a hole waiting for you to step into.
be strong, since God won't wipe your problems out.
Instead, He will give you a strong shoulder so that you are able to carry every single of them.
I hope she will read this, although I know that it's impossible to happen.
*sigh*
bye friends.
got to work for my exam.Labels: about her, friends, people, school
8:42 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
6:14 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
6 months to go, friends, and I'll be leaving this town.
*sigh*
well, I've actually never thought about this before.
it's just.. I mean I finally realize that it's almost impossible to leave this town, specifically my friends, every single of them.
I write about this, after checking Cindy Tantarica's blog, a post, which states the thing as I do.
after taking a look or two to it, I finally realize about this leaving-my-friends thing, that I can't actually stand against.
i face the same dilemma like what Cindy is facing.
will I leave this town, sacrificing my friends, or stay while sacrificing my study?
I always wasted my time doing unnecessary, silly things without knowing that clock kept ticking and dragged away my age, my life. lots of days have been wasted. now, that I've known how expensive time has become, I can just be sorry.
I reach my clock, trying to turn back its hands, trying to earn back the time I've wasted, but I know, it's useless.
i admire kids, really admire them, when seeing them try very hard to obtain what they want.
it doesn't matter if they have to cry, or even fight to get what they are really interested in.
Otherwise, I, as a grown-up, can only muse.
It's so embarrassing, if I may say.
do I really have to abandon my old life and build the new one?
this problem is way too rough.
even a person like Cindy Tantarica has a dilemma for this.
this is very confusing, and horrible... and..
*sigh*
It's time to tell Jesus everything about this.
I believe He knows which is the best, for me, and for my friends.Labels: friends
9:23 PM
