not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
hi everybody.
and hi garry in the future who might be reading this.
how's your life gone?
my life is going fine, if you wish to know.
i start to write this just when the christmas eve is beyond the edge.
*11.57 PM, 23rd December 2009*
3 minutes to go and we'll all have the day before Jesus Christ's birthday.
everyone whose birthday is on 24th December, I wish you happy birthday and good luck.
have your day, friends.
whose birthday is on 25th December, be grateful because of your same birthday with Jesus Christ.
perhaps you'll get more blessing than us who don't have the same birthday with Him.
Amen.
so, where are you all going this christmas eve?
do you all have plan?
may it run well, then.
wish you all luck and blessing this christmas.
this christmas should be a great day for all of us, especially Christians.
Jesus was born?
that's totally a big deal which we should always remember.
well, it's different with my situation here.
i have no plan for both christmas eve and christmas day.
who will i spend my christmas eve with?
who will i spend my christmas day with?
mother's day was passed horribly, passed without my mom by my side.
i'll have a blue christmas eve and christmas day, without any accompany.
but i should say that i'm lucky, i still have one.
Jesus Christ will accompany me.
that's what is important.
i'll never be alone forever.
thank God, thank Jesus.
I love You very much.
I can wait no longer.
may this christmas be Your attendance for the second time, in my life.
I miss You.
I'm feeling so lonely now.
Please come to me Jesus.
:)
well, actually I want to state my today's story here..I mean, today's problem.
but I guess Jesus has swept away all my problems and worries, since I have no will to talk about the problem anymore.
thanks, Jesus.
well, as my dominant motivation is romance motivation, now I'd like to tell about my lovelife.
Umm.
(the story below is only dedicated to garry in the future. you may read it, but i'm sure you won't understand it. only garry in the future and I, and God who know what it means. I write this down just so that I can always remember about how my day passes, not purposely share it to others. so I beg your apologize.)
new story and new hope, new life with new joy, new day about new personality.
It's a story about "tiger and panda".
2 animals with personality, different from fact.
tiger is supposed to be fierce, cruel, and cold-blooded.
panda is supposed to be calm, social, yet fierce in its defense.
now, think of the opposites.
and you'll know where it will take you to.
do you feel butterflies in your stomach?
you must be feeling it, I bet.
because, 1 and half year of waiting worth a thousand unimportant days of being curious.
after all, the 9th letter is the panda, and the tiger is the one to word-with-3-meaning.
I hope the day when garry in the future will be reading this is the day when the tiger has become the panda('s).
I really don't want you to be confused.
just get used to it, because some posts of mine might only be reminders for me in the future, not to be read and understood.
garry, I hope you remember..Labels: about her, Christmas
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