not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Monday, December 8, 2008
Sunday, December 7th 2008.
Today's such a boring day.
I passed this day just as usual.
It's sunny when it's day.
But then..
Night came.
I heard, I felt rain, coming right into my room.
I would never forget about this night.
She cried.
I heard her crying.
She cried in despair.
It's like world was going to turn upside down.
I listened to her crying.
And I felt more than sadness, anger, worry, and others joined into one.
She cried!!
I almost cried because of hearing her crying..
Today's rain's more than usual.
The rain sounded so sad.
"I was transferring some data from my cellphone to my computer.
My cellphone was not supposed to receive message during the transferring.
Having unplugged my cellphone, i heard my message tone ringing.
It's her.
That's kinda weird.
Never did she text me first.
I read the message, written that i should be on line ASAP.
It made the thing became weirder.
Something's wrong.
I found her was on line.
I called her, but suddenly, she told me that she had broken up.
She then asked me to phone her.
I was shocked when i heard her weeping.
She's been so difficult to breathe.
I was so sad.
I heard her crying for about 15 minutes.
It's killing me!
She was crying.
And what i did was nothing but sitting down, hearing her crying."
I was a useless man.
And that guy...
FUCK HIM!!!
"I still love you, I didn't mean to hurt you and I don't change at all".
Bla.. Bla.. Bla..
You and your big mouth!Labels: about her, rival, the day
12:28 PM
Saturday, December 6, 2008
I've never imagined that she could cry that easy.
That man is damn crazy!
She even did what i know she would never do to that damned guy.
He didn't even give any respond to that!
What happened with you?!
You--are--totally--insane!!
She loves you!
And do you see what you've done?
Sigh..
I can't make her loves me. :(
You, FO!!Labels: rival
11:03 AM
You have made her cry.
You're SOB!
Don't you realize that she loves you?
I can't even make her loves me.
But you?
You've got it all.
How dare you?!
Fuck off!Labels: rival
10:31 AM
Oh yeah..
I forgot about you, J***.
Sorry but no sorry.
Lol.
I will fight for her.
You've done something bad to her.
it's unforgivable.
Let's see who laughs the last.
:DDLabels: rival
9:44 AM
