not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Sorry for not updating for a long long time.
I really didn't have time to touch my darling (PC).
lol..
Although I had enough time, I really couldn't think what to write.
I could spend all day of thinking and staring at my PC, like a gaga. :)
Yeah, I just didn't experience something really special or something.
My day passed like usual; that's so not gonna be interesting to be talked about.
That would be the shortest film ever, took about 15 minutes which was replayed continuously.
lol.. :D
This is me, the real me. (taken from my l..e.lette. :D)
I think today I will just write something I call as blessings from God. :))
Who says God's blessings don't exist?
Well, 'cause I've experienced them.
This is super duper cool!
As I don't have money, He gives me.
As I don't have transportation, He prepares it for me.
As I don't have media, He supplies me.
And it's all on time!
You might think what those things for, but I'm not telling you now.
It's not the time. :D
Just 1 thing for sure, all of them are for 1 thing.
The thing I've asked from God for a long time, for Him to grant.
And I just have to set my faith 100% to Him, then those things come by themselves.
God is truly kind, huh?
You just need faith(thought), patience and persistence(attitude), work hard(action), and I promise you, you'll be there.
lol..
I think that's all.
I will talk much when that time has come. :DDLabels: Jesus, the day, things
10:00 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
Well, here I am, again.
At last, I get a chance to be on line and update my blog.
My last update was at January 7th, wasn't it?
It's been 5 days since then.
Hoah..
Let's see.
How will I start?
Oh yeah!
She's back..
lol.. :D
I don't care whether you care of it or not. :)
But that's a good new for me.
Umm, I think I won't tell you guys about these 5 passed days.
'Cause honestly, I've forgot about it too.
lol..
Then, how did today begin?
Here it is.
"This morning was the most goddamn morning I've ever had.
I was super sleepy and tired..
Well, I phoned her last night until 2(I'm happy for this, actually. :DD) and slept around 3 in the morning.
I woke up at 6 to 7 with my eyes red, so red!
Hoah..
And my body did't seem to be fit like usual.
Yea.. Forget about that.
Today is our school's Christmas celebration.
The weirdest thing I've ever known.. it's when a school celebrates Christmas at January 12th whereas we all know that Christmas is at December 25th!
Ckck..
Well, it's a New Year celebration too.
But the best thing of this was that I could just wear some clothes but uniform.
Yeah!
I wore black shirt with blue straight lines, with a formal black tie draped round my neck, black jeans and simple CATS shoes.
I borrowed my friend's cowboy hat(lol..) and people kept calling me as a "Artis Taiwan", "Artis Korea", "Artis ~ASE~".
lol.lol..
wew.wew.wew. :DD
Here is some of the photos.
I edited it 'cause I think it's not too nice.


There's nothing special during the event.
Boring.. :-/
Btw, I got love advice from Laurence.
lol..
She told to do so, not to do so.
so on and so on. :)
Thanks to her.
There's another special thing I've done actually, but I won't share it here now 'cause it's a surprise.
I just don't want him/her to know.
:DD
But I'll tell you as I've done with it.
I think that's all for today.
I'll try to update more often though.
Ciao..Labels: about me, Christmas, Jesus, new year, the day, things
11:57 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
I've passed 2 days without posting.
Yeah.. It's because I stayed at my mom's house this 2 days.
No internet available there so I wasn't on line.
Here I am again.
What to post, huh?
It's midday now.
I usually post at night so I may tell all the things I've experienced that day; however, I have nothing to do now, so I decide to post.
Let's see..
First of all, I'd like to wish you all a very very merry Christmas!
It's not been Christmas yet though, but I could have felt the spirit of Christmas rush into me.
lol..
I'll present you all 'The Christmas Song' by STACEY KENT
Click play to begin.
"Chestnuts roasting on an open fire
Jack Frost nipping at your nose
Yuletide carols being sung by a choir
And folks dressed up like Eskimos
Everybody knows a turkey and some mistletoe
Help to make the season bright
Tiny tots with their eyes all aglow
Will find it hard to sleep tonight
They know that Santa's on his way
He's loaded lots of toys and goodies on his sleigh
And every mother's child is going to spy
To see if reindeer really know how to fly
And so I'm offering this simple phrase
To kids from one to ninety-two
Although it's been said many times many ways
Merry Christmas to you.
And so I'm offering this simple phrase
To kids from one to ninety-two
Although it's been said many times many ways
Merry Christmas to you."
Second of all, I'd like her to come back to Medan soon!
All I want for Christmas is HER.. :D
Third of all, I like miracles!
And I've felt Christmas miracles since last year.
So I really wish that miracles will happen AGAIN this year.
The last, May we all feel joy for everything we've been through, and for everything we'll be.
MERRY CHRISTMAS Jesus
MERRY CHRISTMAS Saint Mary
MERRY CHRISTMAS Father
MERRY CHRISTMAS Mother
MERRY CHRISTMAS Brother
MERRY CHRISTMAS Sister Jessica Natalie
MERRY CHRISTMAS Uncle
MERRY CHRISTMAS Aunt
MERRY CHRISTMAS Grandpa
MERRY CHRISTMAS Grandma
MERRY CHRISTMAS Cindy Tantarica
MERRY CHRISTMAS Vivi Rihanty
MERRY CHRISTMAS Kevin Chandra
MERRY CHRISTMAS Vanda Dwitami
MERRY CHRISTMAS Denissa Hady
MERRY CHRISTMAS Wyn-chan
MERRY CHRISTMAS Cassandra Etania
MERRY CHRISTMAS Gracia Pricillia
MERRY CHRISTMAS Fenny Chandra
MERRY CHRISTMAS Jodhi Leonarta Pratama
MERRY CHRISTMAS Kenny Lukman
MERRY CHRISTMAS Jeffry Azwindy
MERRY CHRISTMAS Cindy Stephanie
MERRY CHRISTMAS Pricillia Jennifer
MERRY CHRISTMAS World!Labels: Christmas, Jesus
2:24 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
This Christmas will be totally sensational for us(me and my family)!
I can't stop laughing!
lol.. :DD
Whoahh.. It's killing me.
I really wanna see his/her face to whom I'm gonna give my present.
lol. lol. lol.
Fam, who will get the lucky strike?
I'll be happy for you!
Ckckckck..
We're planing to exchange presents at Christmas.
It's kinda fun actually, for we've never done this before.
What tingles me a lot is the presents I'm gonna give.
It's damn weird!
lol..
They are so gonna freaked out!
What will it be?
Let see when it's Christmas..
Hohoho.. :)
To be continue
Guess what?!
Give comment at my tag board, okay?




Labels: Christmas, Jesus
10:12 PM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Nick Vujicic was totally cool!
He's so much better than that Edward Cullen(whom girls are crazy about).
No offense, bro.
lol..
Not cool by his appearance, but by something else.
Nick Vujicic is a man without limb.
And he's a preacher.
He lives in the spirit of Jesus Christ, and with the faith to Jesus, he finds out that he can do everything without limit though he doesn't have limb.
He's staying in Indonesia to preach.
Today's is his last day to preach here, and I'm so grateful and pleased to come to hear his sermon.
It was so inspiring me!
It was held in pardede hall and you have known how big that hall is.
And it's full with people when I came there!
Wow..
He's a humorist guy, he told us many funny stories and his expression in telling was so so entertaining!
He doesn't have limb but an imperfect short leg.
But.. with that leg, he could play many kind of instruments using his small device which could produce many sounds.
What amazed me was that he could play it very well!
That's so cool!
I was like "Wow".
I who have perfect limb can't play that good. :p
He taught us many things.
About knowing Jesus, about forgiveness, about faith, etc.
And the coolest things that could have happened were the miracles!
They're all real!
It's my first time to see miracle!
It's miracle, dude!
The paralyzed person has been cured, and has walked by himself after 15 years of sitting down.
Isn't that crazy?
I could really sense God's existence there.
God's freed me.
It was so calm inside me.
And I cried!
I know that's shameful.
But i don't know why, i cried in sudden. :DD
I learned something from his sermon, that we're totally insane if we still think there's something we can't do.
Nothing is Impossible.
lol.
I really don't regret to attend his sermon.
Thanks God.. :DD
Labels: Jesus
12:22 AM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Sorry for not updating for a long long time.
I really didn't have time to touch my darling (PC).
lol..
Although I had enough time, I really couldn't think what to write.
I could spend all day of thinking and staring at my PC, like a gaga. :)
Yeah, I just didn't experience something really special or something.
My day passed like usual; that's so not gonna be interesting to be talked about.
That would be the shortest film ever, took about 15 minutes which was replayed continuously.
lol.. :D
This is me, the real me. (taken from my l..e.lette. :D)
I think today I will just write something I call as blessings from God. :))
Who says God's blessings don't exist?
Well, 'cause I've experienced them.
This is super duper cool!
As I don't have money, He gives me.
As I don't have transportation, He prepares it for me.
As I don't have media, He supplies me.
And it's all on time!
You might think what those things for, but I'm not telling you now.
It's not the time. :D
Just 1 thing for sure, all of them are for 1 thing.
The thing I've asked from God for a long time, for Him to grant.
And I just have to set my faith 100% to Him, then those things come by themselves.
God is truly kind, huh?
You just need faith(thought), patience and persistence(attitude), work hard(action), and I promise you, you'll be there.
lol..
I think that's all.
I will talk much when that time has come. :DDLabels: Jesus, the day, things
10:00 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
Well, here I am, again.
At last, I get a chance to be on line and update my blog.
My last update was at January 7th, wasn't it?
It's been 5 days since then.
Hoah..
Let's see.
How will I start?
Oh yeah!
She's back..
lol.. :D
I don't care whether you care of it or not. :)
But that's a good new for me.
Umm, I think I won't tell you guys about these 5 passed days.
'Cause honestly, I've forgot about it too.
lol..
Then, how did today begin?
Here it is.
"This morning was the most goddamn morning I've ever had.
I was super sleepy and tired..
Well, I phoned her last night until 2(I'm happy for this, actually. :DD) and slept around 3 in the morning.
I woke up at 6 to 7 with my eyes red, so red!
Hoah..
And my body did't seem to be fit like usual.
Yea.. Forget about that.
Today is our school's Christmas celebration.
The weirdest thing I've ever known.. it's when a school celebrates Christmas at January 12th whereas we all know that Christmas is at December 25th!
Ckck..
Well, it's a New Year celebration too.
But the best thing of this was that I could just wear some clothes but uniform.
Yeah!
I wore black shirt with blue straight lines, with a formal black tie draped round my neck, black jeans and simple CATS shoes.
I borrowed my friend's cowboy hat(lol..) and people kept calling me as a "Artis Taiwan", "Artis Korea", "Artis ~ASE~".
lol.lol..
wew.wew.wew. :DD
Here is some of the photos.
I edited it 'cause I think it's not too nice.


There's nothing special during the event.
Boring.. :-/
Btw, I got love advice from Laurence.
lol..
She told to do so, not to do so.
so on and so on. :)
Thanks to her.
There's another special thing I've done actually, but I won't share it here now 'cause it's a surprise.
I just don't want him/her to know.
:DD
But I'll tell you as I've done with it.
I think that's all for today.
I'll try to update more often though.
Ciao..Labels: about me, Christmas, Jesus, new year, the day, things
11:57 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
I've passed 2 days without posting.
Yeah.. It's because I stayed at my mom's house this 2 days.
No internet available there so I wasn't on line.
Here I am again.
What to post, huh?
It's midday now.
I usually post at night so I may tell all the things I've experienced that day; however, I have nothing to do now, so I decide to post.
Let's see..
First of all, I'd like to wish you all a very very merry Christmas!
It's not been Christmas yet though, but I could have felt the spirit of Christmas rush into me.
lol..
I'll present you all 'The Christmas Song' by STACEY KENT
Click play to begin.
"Chestnuts roasting on an open fire
Jack Frost nipping at your nose
Yuletide carols being sung by a choir
And folks dressed up like Eskimos
Everybody knows a turkey and some mistletoe
Help to make the season bright
Tiny tots with their eyes all aglow
Will find it hard to sleep tonight
They know that Santa's on his way
He's loaded lots of toys and goodies on his sleigh
And every mother's child is going to spy
To see if reindeer really know how to fly
And so I'm offering this simple phrase
To kids from one to ninety-two
Although it's been said many times many ways
Merry Christmas to you.
And so I'm offering this simple phrase
To kids from one to ninety-two
Although it's been said many times many ways
Merry Christmas to you."
Second of all, I'd like her to come back to Medan soon!
All I want for Christmas is HER.. :D
Third of all, I like miracles!
And I've felt Christmas miracles since last year.
So I really wish that miracles will happen AGAIN this year.
The last, May we all feel joy for everything we've been through, and for everything we'll be.
MERRY CHRISTMAS Jesus
MERRY CHRISTMAS Saint Mary
MERRY CHRISTMAS Father
MERRY CHRISTMAS Mother
MERRY CHRISTMAS Brother
MERRY CHRISTMAS Sister Jessica Natalie
MERRY CHRISTMAS Uncle
MERRY CHRISTMAS Aunt
MERRY CHRISTMAS Grandpa
MERRY CHRISTMAS Grandma
MERRY CHRISTMAS Cindy Tantarica
MERRY CHRISTMAS Vivi Rihanty
MERRY CHRISTMAS Kevin Chandra
MERRY CHRISTMAS Vanda Dwitami
MERRY CHRISTMAS Denissa Hady
MERRY CHRISTMAS Wyn-chan
MERRY CHRISTMAS Cassandra Etania
MERRY CHRISTMAS Gracia Pricillia
MERRY CHRISTMAS Fenny Chandra
MERRY CHRISTMAS Jodhi Leonarta Pratama
MERRY CHRISTMAS Kenny Lukman
MERRY CHRISTMAS Jeffry Azwindy
MERRY CHRISTMAS Cindy Stephanie
MERRY CHRISTMAS Pricillia Jennifer
MERRY CHRISTMAS World!Labels: Christmas, Jesus
2:24 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
This Christmas will be totally sensational for us(me and my family)!
I can't stop laughing!
lol.. :DD
Whoahh.. It's killing me.
I really wanna see his/her face to whom I'm gonna give my present.
lol. lol. lol.
Fam, who will get the lucky strike?
I'll be happy for you!
Ckckckck..
We're planing to exchange presents at Christmas.
It's kinda fun actually, for we've never done this before.
What tingles me a lot is the presents I'm gonna give.
It's damn weird!
lol..
They are so gonna freaked out!
What will it be?
Let see when it's Christmas..
Hohoho.. :)
To be continue
Guess what?!
Give comment at my tag board, okay?




Labels: Christmas, Jesus
10:12 PM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Nick Vujicic was totally cool!
He's so much better than that Edward Cullen(whom girls are crazy about).
No offense, bro.
lol..
Not cool by his appearance, but by something else.
Nick Vujicic is a man without limb.
And he's a preacher.
He lives in the spirit of Jesus Christ, and with the faith to Jesus, he finds out that he can do everything without limit though he doesn't have limb.
He's staying in Indonesia to preach.
Today's is his last day to preach here, and I'm so grateful and pleased to come to hear his sermon.
It was so inspiring me!
It was held in pardede hall and you have known how big that hall is.
And it's full with people when I came there!
Wow..
He's a humorist guy, he told us many funny stories and his expression in telling was so so entertaining!
He doesn't have limb but an imperfect short leg.
But.. with that leg, he could play many kind of instruments using his small device which could produce many sounds.
What amazed me was that he could play it very well!
That's so cool!
I was like "Wow".
I who have perfect limb can't play that good. :p
He taught us many things.
About knowing Jesus, about forgiveness, about faith, etc.
And the coolest things that could have happened were the miracles!
They're all real!
It's my first time to see miracle!
It's miracle, dude!
The paralyzed person has been cured, and has walked by himself after 15 years of sitting down.
Isn't that crazy?
I could really sense God's existence there.
God's freed me.
It was so calm inside me.
And I cried!
I know that's shameful.
But i don't know why, i cried in sudden. :DD
I learned something from his sermon, that we're totally insane if we still think there's something we can't do.
Nothing is Impossible.
lol.
I really don't regret to attend his sermon.
Thanks God.. :DD
Labels: Jesus
12:22 AM