not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Friday, July 30, 2010
these will sure remind me of her.
*sigh*
but i guess, she'll never care about that.
she doesn't need me anymore.
Labels: things
4:20 PM
Monday, May 3, 2010
1:54 PM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
by the way, I received something from her on the Christmas' present-exchanging day.
here is the thing.
It's simple but I like it!
Labels: things
7:54 PM
Friday, December 25, 2009
I'm alone on this Christmas day, but who says it's bad?
what I did all day was thinking, day dreaming, and everything done with mind..
and at night, as my PC has been fixed, I tried to search back everything it had ever saved since I've never seen what's inside for really really long time.
and because of this circumstance, I found a really cool stuff, a file with Rich Text Format.
I was searching some pictures from folder which I used to save pictures in.
I opened "my computer" icon on the desktop, I saw one of the hard disk drive named "Data (D:)" and I double clicked it.
there was a folder named "my doc", where I saved all my files there.
I slowly pointed my pointer to the folder and I clicked on it.
I was trying to double click it, but did it too slow that I happened to rename the folder.
that was hard since my last contact with the PC. lol. :)
I tried it one more time, and I succeeded.
I needed a second to realize that I'm not used to see the scene of the PC anymore.
then, I moved my pointer to "my picture" folder before I realized that I actually got lots of text files with Ms. Word and Rich Text Format in "my doc" folder.
I then observed each of the files.
I got "another blog" with Rich Text Format, "Ant" with Ms. Word Format, "Graphic1" with CorelDraw Graphic Format, and more.
Most of them were my assignments.
and then I laughed when I saw some files named "kopekan", "kopekan 2", "kopekan 3" and so on. lol.
that's my dirty little secret..
and I couldn't believe that I saved it!
really unbelievable.
I couldn't even stop laughing. :D
I continued my work, and I froze when I found this file.
with "Microsoft Word Document" Format, size "47 KB", it was named by me as "love letter".
If I'm not mistaken, this is what I wrote to her, Vivi Rihanty.
a letter which I gave her on 14th February 2009, a day I could never forget.
if I'm not mistaken...
I double clicked on it, and here is what is written there.
Dear Vivi,
As you open and read this letter, it means that you'll see me being serious again. I know I do lots of jokes, but what I'll tell you here are all serious. Please don't laugh. Yeah, I know, I'm not really expert in writing love letter. =)
Well, I won't talk much here. One thing for sure which you should know, and I'm sure that you've known it too, is that I LOVE YOU. For real, I truly love you. This is me, the real me. I just can't tell you how much I care about you.
So..
I write this poem, presented to a girl who knows how to be loved and cared.
"Do you remember that day?
The day when we first met
When there's no word to say
And silence hadn't passed just yet
When I could have blinded my eyes
Which might see you still
When I could then realize
They could know your will
When I could have tied my tongue
Which should say your beauty
When I could have just sung
About them in every melody
When I could have slammed my ears
Which would hear that voice
When I could just feel fear
To lose it in the crowd's noise
Ah, there you are
You've been so pretty
As I traveled back that far
I now know I'm that lucky
And if I just love you
With other things I never mind
I've committed to ask you
Would you be my valentine?"
Whatever your answer is, I'll accept it. Whatever your answer is, I'll always still be yours.
With love,
Garry
P.S. This is my first love letter and I dedicate it to someone who deserves it.
There was time when my tears forced to flow, but I soon held it inside.
these tears wanted to flow not because of the broken heart I once felt, but because of my memories about things I once had.
I miss that time, the time when I spent my precious time thinking about what to write.
I looked for words which I thought might impress her and spent almost 2 hours to write this simple love letter.
I was such a fool, wasn't I?
Yeah, and I feel funny about the love letter.
most of the words are ridiculous!
lol. :D
well, if you think I'm sad, I'm not sad.
perhaps I WAS sad.
but I'm not.
believe me.
Besides, I love someone else now, someone who actually deserves it.
So, why do I have to feel sad about it?
I even smiled when I read over it.
I guess words won't change people's mind, will it?
attitude will.
and what I'm working on is to impress my beloved one with my attitude, not with those silly words anymore.
Problems teach lessons, don't they?
By the way, isn't that "always still be yours" word kinda exaggerating? :PLabels: things
8:20 PM
I do realize that the posts which I published recently have very bad grammar and vocabulary.
well, I wrote those posts not in very good mood.
I still wrote that anyway just so that everything which ever remained in my head could remain forever in this blog.
compared to my brain, it's a sure thing that computer does better job in remembering. :D
so, I really beg your apologize if you don't feel comfortable when reading my blog.
however, my mood is on top today!
well, that does not mean that my grammar and vocabulary will be perfect.
I'm still an ordinary Asian boy with ordinary knowledge of English, lack of it if I may say. :P
So, still in the spirit of Christmas, once again I wish you all love, peace, and joy!
5 days to go before the New Year comes.
And this is what is exciting!
hehe..
I will have BBQ party with my friends, and I'm sure that that's gonna be extremely fun!
Can't wait!
yeay yeay!!
by the way, my PC has been fixed, totally fixed.
great news, since playing games is now available again. lol.
well, I have a notebook from which I can play games.
I just am not brave enough to take risk to poison my notebook with such damn unimportant stuffs (I play those unimportant stuffs though. :D).
that means we should once again welcome Garry-who-is-always-lazy-in-doing-his-assignment-because-he-has-lots-of-games-to-play. lol.
I really worry about what kind of human I will be in in future.
That lol-ing thing is sure a fake thing.
*sigh*
argh! no time for being desperate!
Jesus will always bless my way, I'm sure.
Just like what is written in Matthew 6 : 34,
34 "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."Labels: about blog, bible, new year, things
6:54 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
at last, after a week, problem finally occurs.
*sigh*
I've started to feel like she doesn't care about me.
well, maybe i'm too sensitive.
but i want her to care just right when i really need it.
when i told her that i was sick, she just said, "ohh..okay."
what the hell was that?
don't i deserve more than that as her boyfriend?
everything really sucks.
i want to warn her, i really want to.
but i have to cancel that.
i mustn't be too sensitive.
this isn't a big deal.
i needn't have to pay any attention on that thing.
well, i hope i can.
i just want to know, is it wrong to have some care from your mate?
*sigh*Labels: things
3:29 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
By the way, moving to my new house means that I can and I will update my blog again!
Lol.
Well, there were some problems I had before I moved.
One of them was error in connection.
Hhe..
Not the real error actually.
It's just..
Umm..
I made a million rupiahs-bill of the internet that I might not use the internet anymore in turn.
Lol.
Well,you guys must have ever made that kind of bill too,right? :D
I made 3 times in a row.
Hhe..
Luckily that I have a really kind uncle that cares about me and said that he would replace it when we moved and you know what, he really meant it!
He said that he would pay for the bill too if my dad isn't willing to.
Lucky me.
Haha.Labels: things
5:57 PM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Ahh..
At last, I moved!
This day was really tiring and luckily I have my chance to take a rest now.
But before everything is closed, I'd just like to update this blog first, to state everything I've done today because this is my new HOUSE!
Yeah!
Lol..
I just may not miss today's moving out from my old house and moving in to my new house.
Ahh.
Home sweet home.
So, I, garry cristofel, have officially moved to komp. Merbau mas No. 109 on the 18th of july 2009.
This is really thrilling.
Lol.
I've taken the picture of my new room, yet I won't upload it now.
I'm getting on line from the cell phone so uploading photoes is not possible.
I'll upload it soon, I guess.
Gotta sleep now.
I have many other things to do tomorrow.
Ciao everyone.Labels: things
11:33 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Hey!
Exams will be held in about 1 or 2 more weeks!
And I honestly tell you, I've not learned anything yet!
From the very beginning of the school, I've started to not paying any else of attention to the teachers' talking, whatever subject it is.
SH*T!
What a really good move, Garry Cristofel..
I think lalala isn't the right word for my situation now.
Can I do the exams given?!
Argh!!Labels: things
10:22 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
Buehh..
This blog took me hours to be designed, set up, bla bla bla..
Yet, It isn't satisfying me at all.
wew..
I really need to take a rest.
Ciao..Labels: things
10:06 PM
Friday, March 27, 2009
I'd like to give feedback to Cassandra's post..
The first thing I wanna say to you, Cassandra, my dearest big sister, is "you're welcome and thanks for the compliment."
lol.. :D
And..
The word, "EXAGGERATE", isn't supposed to be there.
lol.. :))
By the way, thanks for the ride too. :)
hha..
Now, I just want to tell you that I'm totally active in Winfield English group in Facebook.
Fascinating!
And the most thrilling news is that I am given the rank of "Winfield Student Captain"!
Super cool!
lol.. :D
Need to work hard now..Labels: about me, people, things
11:08 PM
Hey guys!
For Winfield students(present or past), please drop by and join this group.
Follow the link below..
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/group.php?gid=50911954550Labels: things
7:46 PM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
The first thing I'd like to say is "to hell with this computer!"
I've reached the limit of my patience, and still, this computer keeps turning me insane!
Argh..
37.2 Kbps..
That's the speed of the internet..
What is that?!
I can't even call it as internet connection.
Snails walk faster than this damn internet.
Hell, yeah..
This internet connection is nusanet.
Well, no doubt of its slow snailie speed..
.... :|
It takes around 5-10 minutes to open a single page.
Wow..
Amazing, huh?
Of course, I'm using speedy.
But yeah, as you can guess, I've reached and even passed the limit of the internet usage.
And I'm afraid that my dad will just scream at me after seeing the bill..
Limit of 1 GB and I've passed 1 other GB.
Pretty..
That's why I decided to use this nusanet.
And of course, I really hate this internet connection!
wew..
So...
Where will I start.
Hey..
By the way, I need to be free from this unreleasable sin!
But I totally can't.
This hurts so much, really!
How can I survive?Labels: things
11:33 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
You guys should have known about what "butterfly effect" actually means.
Yeah, Changing means everything, that's the point.
When you try to change a little thing, or do something differently, you're actually doing some big changes.
How could that be?
Well, the simplest way to describe this effect is like this:
You see, as you're at the equator and you go straight ahead the line, you're actually traveling through that line, and you'll travel back to the place where you begin, and you're actually not going anywhere.
But when you take 1 degree to left or to right from the very first place, you could now go far away from the equator line.
Remember.. just 1 degree, and it could have changed the way you travel.
(In this case, you'll travel back to the place where you begin too, for the earth is round.
This effect is valid only on the flat surface with no limitation of its size.)
And I'd like to say "Yes, you're changing your world right now, right here."
Be ready for changes.
Inspired by: Kevin's post
Credit: Butterfly EffectLabels: things
7:21 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
There's too many fake and nonsense reasons going around.
I'm kinda hate that kind of stuff.
You're so chicken when you tell lies.
You said you told jokes, when you actually meant it.
You're pretending to be good, but what I could see in your eyes was only hatred.
And the worst thing is, you're PROUD of it??
WTH?!
What I'm begging is only your being honest.
You needn't tell me, you're obviously lying.
You're not good in lying.
Wake up, dude!
Can't you learn?
You be honest!
Even bad men need honest and believable men to look after their money.
Still, can't you learn?!Labels: people, things
10:53 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Why can't I upload photos to blog from my mobile phone?
Someone should upgrade this stuff.
Umm..
Well..
It's time for me to take my eyes off the ground, see the world, leave everything behind, learn from mistakes, move forward, and do everything better!
No need to be sorry for anything.
Everything is gift.
Gift from Jesus changes how people act and react to something.
If it's so, I should probably thanks for what I've got.
I've ever heard this quote.
"If sadness gives pleasure, I'll be on it everytime, yet it doesn't. So why must we waste our time thinking of how to be sad?"
Holaa..
I'm so inspired with that quote.
Life can't wait, huh?
Thanks to y'all.Labels: the day, things
4:00 PM
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
I get something new today.
At last, I know that IM3 doesn't need any registration for the GPRS to connect to the internet.
At last, I can connect to the internet via mobile phone.
At last, I write and update my blog with my N5220.
Lol. =DD
Oh please..
I know I'm so not up-to-date.
You are, or maybe we are in a modern world.
But just let me feel fun with it, okay?
I seldom get something new. =)
Lol..
It's hard actually, and really takes a long time to post a post.
Well, the keypad is damn small and the tabs are absolutely less than the tabs in a PC's keyboard.
The features are incomplete, so on and so on.
And one thing I know for sure.
I CAN JUST WRITE 5000 CHARACTERS IN A POST?
Isn't it too few?
I could tell the world about the things which are happening around the world now.
It's not enough, I think.
Well, it means that I have to end this post.
Here it ends.
Ciao..Labels: things
7:25 PM
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Well, though she has said that she gives up to fight something, she seems so calm and elegant, just like usual.
I won't stop respecting her! :)
She still shows her smile.
She still shows her pretty face, but I know, there's a face in despair behind that.
She asked me to cheer up.
How strong she is.
Hoah..
Okay. cheer!
We had our dinner at Cambridge.
Yeah!
It's my first time and I took some photos there.
lol..
Here goes.
Labels: the day, things
10:45 PM
Friday, January 30, 2009
Well, I've lost one of the most important thing to run my plan.
Will there be any replacement?Labels: things
11:19 PM
I woke up at 10 A.M just now and I'm thinking to check my blog out, again.
It seems like nothing's changed since my last update.
I don't know why, but I start to feel that this blog has no fun anymore.
Not as it used to be.
Well, maybe it's because her existence isn't around here.
But I may not be that stupid.
I can't stop just because of that simple thing.
I think I'll try to write again, like usual.
Umm..
She's going abroad, again.
Wew.. :-/
It means no contact at all during her trip.
I'm bored..
IMH..
By the way, today should be our(me and my classmates) departure of the retreat.
I think they've gone by now.
Yeah, I don't join them.
I've paid for it though.
I'm too lazy!
I don't feel like I have enough spirit to join that kind of stuff.
Life seems to be more pathetic after year, huh?
Oh yeah!
Valentine's approaching.
lol..
It's the only event that makes me feel happy, scared, nervous, bla..bla..bla..
Whatever it is, I'm happy for that!
:DD
I'd tried the projects Cindy Tantarica gave me but they didn't work at all.
I burnt them!
lol..
Always, whenever I tried, how careful I was, I always burnt it.
I think I'm gonna stop by now.
lol..
I really have no idea how that could happen.
For love's sake, I'll try it later on.
lol.lol.lol.
Wish me luck..
I think that's all for today.
Or maybe for this week.
lol.
I'll try to update tomorrow.
Ciao..Labels: the day, things
10:15 AM
Friday, July 30, 2010
these will sure remind me of her.
*sigh*
but i guess, she'll never care about that.
she doesn't need me anymore.
Labels: things
4:20 PM
Monday, May 3, 2010
1:54 PM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
by the way, I received something from her on the Christmas' present-exchanging day.
here is the thing.
It's simple but I like it!
Labels: things
7:54 PM
Friday, December 25, 2009
I'm alone on this Christmas day, but who says it's bad?
what I did all day was thinking, day dreaming, and everything done with mind..
and at night, as my PC has been fixed, I tried to search back everything it had ever saved since I've never seen what's inside for really really long time.
and because of this circumstance, I found a really cool stuff, a file with Rich Text Format.
I was searching some pictures from folder which I used to save pictures in.
I opened "my computer" icon on the desktop, I saw one of the hard disk drive named "Data (D:)" and I double clicked it.
there was a folder named "my doc", where I saved all my files there.
I slowly pointed my pointer to the folder and I clicked on it.
I was trying to double click it, but did it too slow that I happened to rename the folder.
that was hard since my last contact with the PC. lol. :)
I tried it one more time, and I succeeded.
I needed a second to realize that I'm not used to see the scene of the PC anymore.
then, I moved my pointer to "my picture" folder before I realized that I actually got lots of text files with Ms. Word and Rich Text Format in "my doc" folder.
I then observed each of the files.
I got "another blog" with Rich Text Format, "Ant" with Ms. Word Format, "Graphic1" with CorelDraw Graphic Format, and more.
Most of them were my assignments.
and then I laughed when I saw some files named "kopekan", "kopekan 2", "kopekan 3" and so on. lol.
that's my dirty little secret..
and I couldn't believe that I saved it!
really unbelievable.
I couldn't even stop laughing. :D
I continued my work, and I froze when I found this file.
with "Microsoft Word Document" Format, size "47 KB", it was named by me as "love letter".
If I'm not mistaken, this is what I wrote to her, Vivi Rihanty.
a letter which I gave her on 14th February 2009, a day I could never forget.
if I'm not mistaken...
I double clicked on it, and here is what is written there.
Dear Vivi,
As you open and read this letter, it means that you'll see me being serious again. I know I do lots of jokes, but what I'll tell you here are all serious. Please don't laugh. Yeah, I know, I'm not really expert in writing love letter. =)
Well, I won't talk much here. One thing for sure which you should know, and I'm sure that you've known it too, is that I LOVE YOU. For real, I truly love you. This is me, the real me. I just can't tell you how much I care about you.
So..
I write this poem, presented to a girl who knows how to be loved and cared.
"Do you remember that day?
The day when we first met
When there's no word to say
And silence hadn't passed just yet
When I could have blinded my eyes
Which might see you still
When I could then realize
They could know your will
When I could have tied my tongue
Which should say your beauty
When I could have just sung
About them in every melody
When I could have slammed my ears
Which would hear that voice
When I could just feel fear
To lose it in the crowd's noise
Ah, there you are
You've been so pretty
As I traveled back that far
I now know I'm that lucky
And if I just love you
With other things I never mind
I've committed to ask you
Would you be my valentine?"
Whatever your answer is, I'll accept it. Whatever your answer is, I'll always still be yours.
With love,
Garry
P.S. This is my first love letter and I dedicate it to someone who deserves it.
There was time when my tears forced to flow, but I soon held it inside.
these tears wanted to flow not because of the broken heart I once felt, but because of my memories about things I once had.
I miss that time, the time when I spent my precious time thinking about what to write.
I looked for words which I thought might impress her and spent almost 2 hours to write this simple love letter.
I was such a fool, wasn't I?
Yeah, and I feel funny about the love letter.
most of the words are ridiculous!
lol. :D
well, if you think I'm sad, I'm not sad.
perhaps I WAS sad.
but I'm not.
believe me.
Besides, I love someone else now, someone who actually deserves it.
So, why do I have to feel sad about it?
I even smiled when I read over it.
I guess words won't change people's mind, will it?
attitude will.
and what I'm working on is to impress my beloved one with my attitude, not with those silly words anymore.
Problems teach lessons, don't they?
By the way, isn't that "always still be yours" word kinda exaggerating? :PLabels: things
8:20 PM
I do realize that the posts which I published recently have very bad grammar and vocabulary.
well, I wrote those posts not in very good mood.
I still wrote that anyway just so that everything which ever remained in my head could remain forever in this blog.
compared to my brain, it's a sure thing that computer does better job in remembering. :D
so, I really beg your apologize if you don't feel comfortable when reading my blog.
however, my mood is on top today!
well, that does not mean that my grammar and vocabulary will be perfect.
I'm still an ordinary Asian boy with ordinary knowledge of English, lack of it if I may say. :P
So, still in the spirit of Christmas, once again I wish you all love, peace, and joy!
5 days to go before the New Year comes.
And this is what is exciting!
hehe..
I will have BBQ party with my friends, and I'm sure that that's gonna be extremely fun!
Can't wait!
yeay yeay!!
by the way, my PC has been fixed, totally fixed.
great news, since playing games is now available again. lol.
well, I have a notebook from which I can play games.
I just am not brave enough to take risk to poison my notebook with such damn unimportant stuffs (I play those unimportant stuffs though. :D).
that means we should once again welcome Garry-who-is-always-lazy-in-doing-his-assignment-because-he-has-lots-of-games-to-play. lol.
I really worry about what kind of human I will be in in future.
That lol-ing thing is sure a fake thing.
*sigh*
argh! no time for being desperate!
Jesus will always bless my way, I'm sure.
Just like what is written in Matthew 6 : 34,
34 "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."Labels: about blog, bible, new year, things
6:54 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
at last, after a week, problem finally occurs.
*sigh*
I've started to feel like she doesn't care about me.
well, maybe i'm too sensitive.
but i want her to care just right when i really need it.
when i told her that i was sick, she just said, "ohh..okay."
what the hell was that?
don't i deserve more than that as her boyfriend?
everything really sucks.
i want to warn her, i really want to.
but i have to cancel that.
i mustn't be too sensitive.
this isn't a big deal.
i needn't have to pay any attention on that thing.
well, i hope i can.
i just want to know, is it wrong to have some care from your mate?
*sigh*Labels: things
3:29 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
By the way, moving to my new house means that I can and I will update my blog again!
Lol.
Well, there were some problems I had before I moved.
One of them was error in connection.
Hhe..
Not the real error actually.
It's just..
Umm..
I made a million rupiahs-bill of the internet that I might not use the internet anymore in turn.
Lol.
Well,you guys must have ever made that kind of bill too,right? :D
I made 3 times in a row.
Hhe..
Luckily that I have a really kind uncle that cares about me and said that he would replace it when we moved and you know what, he really meant it!
He said that he would pay for the bill too if my dad isn't willing to.
Lucky me.
Haha.Labels: things
5:57 PM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Ahh..
At last, I moved!
This day was really tiring and luckily I have my chance to take a rest now.
But before everything is closed, I'd just like to update this blog first, to state everything I've done today because this is my new HOUSE!
Yeah!
Lol..
I just may not miss today's moving out from my old house and moving in to my new house.
Ahh.
Home sweet home.
So, I, garry cristofel, have officially moved to komp. Merbau mas No. 109 on the 18th of july 2009.
This is really thrilling.
Lol.
I've taken the picture of my new room, yet I won't upload it now.
I'm getting on line from the cell phone so uploading photoes is not possible.
I'll upload it soon, I guess.
Gotta sleep now.
I have many other things to do tomorrow.
Ciao everyone.Labels: things
11:33 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Hey!
Exams will be held in about 1 or 2 more weeks!
And I honestly tell you, I've not learned anything yet!
From the very beginning of the school, I've started to not paying any else of attention to the teachers' talking, whatever subject it is.
SH*T!
What a really good move, Garry Cristofel..
I think lalala isn't the right word for my situation now.
Can I do the exams given?!
Argh!!Labels: things
10:22 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
Buehh..
This blog took me hours to be designed, set up, bla bla bla..
Yet, It isn't satisfying me at all.
wew..
I really need to take a rest.
Ciao..Labels: things
10:06 PM
Friday, March 27, 2009
I'd like to give feedback to Cassandra's post..
The first thing I wanna say to you, Cassandra, my dearest big sister, is "you're welcome and thanks for the compliment."
lol.. :D
And..
The word, "EXAGGERATE", isn't supposed to be there.
lol.. :))
By the way, thanks for the ride too. :)
hha..
Now, I just want to tell you that I'm totally active in Winfield English group in Facebook.
Fascinating!
And the most thrilling news is that I am given the rank of "Winfield Student Captain"!
Super cool!
lol.. :D
Need to work hard now..Labels: about me, people, things
11:08 PM
Hey guys!
For Winfield students(present or past), please drop by and join this group.
Follow the link below..
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/group.php?gid=50911954550Labels: things
7:46 PM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
The first thing I'd like to say is "to hell with this computer!"
I've reached the limit of my patience, and still, this computer keeps turning me insane!
Argh..
37.2 Kbps..
That's the speed of the internet..
What is that?!
I can't even call it as internet connection.
Snails walk faster than this damn internet.
Hell, yeah..
This internet connection is nusanet.
Well, no doubt of its slow snailie speed..
.... :|
It takes around 5-10 minutes to open a single page.
Wow..
Amazing, huh?
Of course, I'm using speedy.
But yeah, as you can guess, I've reached and even passed the limit of the internet usage.
And I'm afraid that my dad will just scream at me after seeing the bill..
Limit of 1 GB and I've passed 1 other GB.
Pretty..
That's why I decided to use this nusanet.
And of course, I really hate this internet connection!
wew..
So...
Where will I start.
Hey..
By the way, I need to be free from this unreleasable sin!
But I totally can't.
This hurts so much, really!
How can I survive?Labels: things
11:33 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
You guys should have known about what "butterfly effect" actually means.
Yeah, Changing means everything, that's the point.
When you try to change a little thing, or do something differently, you're actually doing some big changes.
How could that be?
Well, the simplest way to describe this effect is like this:
You see, as you're at the equator and you go straight ahead the line, you're actually traveling through that line, and you'll travel back to the place where you begin, and you're actually not going anywhere.
But when you take 1 degree to left or to right from the very first place, you could now go far away from the equator line.
Remember.. just 1 degree, and it could have changed the way you travel.
(In this case, you'll travel back to the place where you begin too, for the earth is round.
This effect is valid only on the flat surface with no limitation of its size.)
And I'd like to say "Yes, you're changing your world right now, right here."
Be ready for changes.
Inspired by: Kevin's post
Credit: Butterfly EffectLabels: things
7:21 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
There's too many fake and nonsense reasons going around.
I'm kinda hate that kind of stuff.
You're so chicken when you tell lies.
You said you told jokes, when you actually meant it.
You're pretending to be good, but what I could see in your eyes was only hatred.
And the worst thing is, you're PROUD of it??
WTH?!
What I'm begging is only your being honest.
You needn't tell me, you're obviously lying.
You're not good in lying.
Wake up, dude!
Can't you learn?
You be honest!
Even bad men need honest and believable men to look after their money.
Still, can't you learn?!Labels: people, things
10:53 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Why can't I upload photos to blog from my mobile phone?
Someone should upgrade this stuff.
Umm..
Well..
It's time for me to take my eyes off the ground, see the world, leave everything behind, learn from mistakes, move forward, and do everything better!
No need to be sorry for anything.
Everything is gift.
Gift from Jesus changes how people act and react to something.
If it's so, I should probably thanks for what I've got.
I've ever heard this quote.
"If sadness gives pleasure, I'll be on it everytime, yet it doesn't. So why must we waste our time thinking of how to be sad?"
Holaa..
I'm so inspired with that quote.
Life can't wait, huh?
Thanks to y'all.Labels: the day, things
4:00 PM
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
I get something new today.
At last, I know that IM3 doesn't need any registration for the GPRS to connect to the internet.
At last, I can connect to the internet via mobile phone.
At last, I write and update my blog with my N5220.
Lol. =DD
Oh please..
I know I'm so not up-to-date.
You are, or maybe we are in a modern world.
But just let me feel fun with it, okay?
I seldom get something new. =)
Lol..
It's hard actually, and really takes a long time to post a post.
Well, the keypad is damn small and the tabs are absolutely less than the tabs in a PC's keyboard.
The features are incomplete, so on and so on.
And one thing I know for sure.
I CAN JUST WRITE 5000 CHARACTERS IN A POST?
Isn't it too few?
I could tell the world about the things which are happening around the world now.
It's not enough, I think.
Well, it means that I have to end this post.
Here it ends.
Ciao..Labels: things
7:25 PM
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Well, though she has said that she gives up to fight something, she seems so calm and elegant, just like usual.
I won't stop respecting her! :)
She still shows her smile.
She still shows her pretty face, but I know, there's a face in despair behind that.
She asked me to cheer up.
How strong she is.
Hoah..
Okay. cheer!
We had our dinner at Cambridge.
Yeah!
It's my first time and I took some photos there.
lol..
Here goes.
Labels: the day, things
10:45 PM
Friday, January 30, 2009
Well, I've lost one of the most important thing to run my plan.
Will there be any replacement?Labels: things
11:19 PM
I woke up at 10 A.M just now and I'm thinking to check my blog out, again.
It seems like nothing's changed since my last update.
I don't know why, but I start to feel that this blog has no fun anymore.
Not as it used to be.
Well, maybe it's because her existence isn't around here.
But I may not be that stupid.
I can't stop just because of that simple thing.
I think I'll try to write again, like usual.
Umm..
She's going abroad, again.
Wew.. :-/
It means no contact at all during her trip.
I'm bored..
IMH..
By the way, today should be our(me and my classmates) departure of the retreat.
I think they've gone by now.
Yeah, I don't join them.
I've paid for it though.
I'm too lazy!
I don't feel like I have enough spirit to join that kind of stuff.
Life seems to be more pathetic after year, huh?
Oh yeah!
Valentine's approaching.
lol..
It's the only event that makes me feel happy, scared, nervous, bla..bla..bla..
Whatever it is, I'm happy for that!
:DD
I'd tried the projects Cindy Tantarica gave me but they didn't work at all.
I burnt them!
lol..
Always, whenever I tried, how careful I was, I always burnt it.
I think I'm gonna stop by now.
lol..
I really have no idea how that could happen.
For love's sake, I'll try it later on.
lol.lol.lol.
Wish me luck..
I think that's all for today.
Or maybe for this week.
lol.
I'll try to update tomorrow.
Ciao..Labels: the day, things
10:15 AM
