LIFE JOURNAL
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not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
here I am. to write another part of my life, just as usual. but today i don't bring good news. it's been a while since i had my last good things. i know no one likes bad news. i know no one cares if i got bad news. sigh. yeah, this blog is just for me, myself. so don't even bother. (no one will, yeah)
this whacking stuff i've just had give me too much pain for sure. guess what, we broke up. and hell yeah, it's miserable! it's not like i can say '*yeay* we broke up!' or 'she dumped me at last' or some of other fucking stuffs.
i really miss her and i mean it. i miss those smiles, i miss that laughter, i miss how we shared things, everything! total misery..
but what to do, she doesn't love me anymore. and that's all my fault! the consequence of the things i've done to her is this! don't you think you're fantastic garry? you made things and you can only regret now!
just 1 week to go before you leave for Bandung, and you've left bad memories here. how great you are, garry, don't you think? shit!
1. Real name : Garry Cristofel 2. Nick name : Gar, Ry, Li 3. Age : 16 to 17 y'o 4. Height : 170 cm 5. Weight : 52 kg 6. Spec or contact lens : Spec 7. Horoscope : Taurus 8. Male or Female : Male 9. Tv or games : Games 10. Primary school : Saint Joseph 11. Secondary school : Saint Thomas 1 12. Poly or JC : JC 13. University : Have to be UNPAR or ITB 14. Hair Colour : Black 15. Long or short hair : Short 16. Loud or quiet : Loud 17. Sweats or jeans : Jeans 18. Phone or camera : Phone 19. Health freak : Nuh.. 20. Drink or smoke : Drink 21. Have a crush on someone? : Yup 22. Eat or drink : Both 23. Piercings : Nuh.. 24. Tattoos : No 25. social or anti-social : Depend 26. First relationship : Is it necessary? 27. First bestfriend : Jeff and Jodhi 48. wealthy or happiness : Both 49. Want to get married : Yes 50. want kids : Hu uh.. 51. Careers in my mind : Businessman, Architect, Graphic Designer 52. fight before : Yes 53. most regret of : Leaving my old life 54. Talented in : Drawing 55. Weak in ? : Physic 56. Romantic or spontaneous ? : Depend 57. Lip or eyes ? : Lip 58. Nice stomach or nice arms ? : Neither 59. Shorter or Taller ? : Taller 60. Protective or Caring : Caring 61. Hook-up or Relationships : Relationships 62. Troublemaker or hesitant : Again, depend 63. Lost glasses or contacts : Nuh.. 64. Ran away from home : No 65. Held a gun/knife for self defense : No no 66. Killed somebody : Absolutely no 67. Broken someone's heart : Maybe 68. Been arrested : No 69. Cried when someone died : Yes 70. Missed someone a lot : No doubt 71. Believe in Yourself : Yes yes 72. Believe in Miracles : Faith is number 1 73. Love at first sight : Yup 74. Heaven or Hell : Heaven since Medan is like hell 75. Santa Claus : Hope he's real 76. Cartoon or anime : Anime 77. Tooth Fairy : No 78. Kiss in the first date : Hell no 79. Afraid of death : Of course 80. Handsome or cute : Who cares? 81. Pretty or cute : Pretty? Cute then 82. Reality or dream : Both 83. Is there a person you want to be with now ? : Yes yes 84. Are you seriously happy with what you're in life now ? : 50% 85. Do you believe in fate ? : 50% 86. Do you believe in everlasting love ? : I want to believe 87. Do you believe in god ? : 1000% out of 10% 88. How often do you lie ? : Frequently? 89. Do you respect elders ? : Sure 90. Are you a good kid ? : Who will believe? 91. Do you like your family ? : Yes 92. Do you like your friends ? : Yes 93. Are you greedy ? : Depend 94. What do you want now ? : fast internet connection! 95. What will you wish for ? : other 1000 wishes 96. A truth to first person ? : No idea 97. A truth to second person ? : ..... 98. A truth to third person ? : ..... 99. Do you even trust yourself ? : Hell yeah 100. post as 100th truth tag 10 person : Now, that is the end
the feeling to be hated is more horrible than the body stormed by thousands of needles. *sigh*. you have to go on, garry. you have to.. No one will understand this feeling but you, yourself.
I'd like to give feedback to Cassandra's post.. The first thing I wanna say to you, Cassandra, my dearest big sister, is "you're welcome and thanks for the compliment." lol.. :D
And.. The word, "EXAGGERATE", isn't supposed to be there. lol.. :))
By the way, thanks for the ride too. :) hha..
Now, I just want to tell you that I'm totally active in Winfield English group in Facebook. Fascinating! And the most thrilling news is that I am given the rank of "Winfield Student Captain"! Super cool! lol.. :D
I feel weird today. Well, I'm weird everyday. No.. No.. I mean.. yeah, I feel weird today. Ahh, okay.. Never mind that.
I've been observing a fly for about a minute, a real fly, you know, with a pair of big eyes, with its long tongue licking around, with a pair of fast flaping wings, so on and so on.
Well, here I am, again. At last, I get a chance to be on line and update my blog. My last update was at January 7th, wasn't it? It's been 5 days since then. Hoah.. Let's see. How will I start?
Oh yeah! She's back.. lol.. :D I don't care whether you care of it or not. :) But that's a good new for me.
Umm, I think I won't tell you guys about these 5 passed days. 'Cause honestly, I've forgot about it too. lol..
Then, how did today begin? Here it is. "This morning was the most goddamn morning I've ever had. I was super sleepy and tired.. Well, I phoned her last night until 2(I'm happy for this, actually. :DD) and slept around 3 in the morning. I woke up at 6 to 7 with my eyes red, so red! Hoah.. And my body did't seem to be fit like usual. Yea.. Forget about that. Today is our school's Christmas celebration. The weirdest thing I've ever known.. it's when a school celebrates Christmas at January 12th whereas we all know that Christmas is at December 25th! Ckck.. Well, it's a New Year celebration too. But the best thing of this was that I could just wear some clothes but uniform. Yeah!
I wore black shirt with blue straight lines, with a formal black tie draped round my neck, black jeans and simple CATS shoes. I borrowed my friend's cowboy hat(lol..) and people kept calling me as a "Artis Taiwan", "Artis Korea", "Artis ~ASE~". lol.lol.. wew.wew.wew. :DD Here is some of the photos. I edited it 'cause I think it's not too nice.
There's nothing special during the event. Boring.. :-/
Btw, I got love advice from Laurence. lol.. She told to do so, not to do so. so on and so on. :) Thanks to her.
There's another special thing I've done actually, but I won't share it here now 'cause it's a surprise. I just don't want him/her to know. :DD But I'll tell you as I've done with it.
I think that's all for today. I'll try to update more often though. Ciao..
I'm not going to update this blog at this moment. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Yeah.. you know, busy like usual. :DD Besides, my internet connection has reached the limit. So fast, huh? lol.. I've been too relax this day. However, I have some works to do, so see ya' then. Wish me luck and I'll wish you too. :) I'll tell you everything as soon as I come back!
I had just had my hair cut! No more "poni-M". lol.. Yeah.. school day is approaching. That's why I have to have my hair cut, but it's too short for me! Argh..!! I don't have any photos of it, 'cause I'm too shy to show it to you all. lol.. :D
The real thing is, it's so gay! lol.. I don't know why, but I think it's like girls' hairstyle. My father agreed with it too. When I showed him this hairstyle, he was like "Hey, that's girls' hairstyle, isn't it? My girl-friends liked to have that hair." Sh*t!
is it? is it?IS IT?! Please don't laugh when you see me, okay? :)
here I am. to write another part of my life, just as usual. but today i don't bring good news. it's been a while since i had my last good things. i know no one likes bad news. i know no one cares if i got bad news. sigh. yeah, this blog is just for me, myself. so don't even bother. (no one will, yeah)
this whacking stuff i've just had give me too much pain for sure. guess what, we broke up. and hell yeah, it's miserable! it's not like i can say '*yeay* we broke up!' or 'she dumped me at last' or some of other fucking stuffs.
i really miss her and i mean it. i miss those smiles, i miss that laughter, i miss how we shared things, everything! total misery..
but what to do, she doesn't love me anymore. and that's all my fault! the consequence of the things i've done to her is this! don't you think you're fantastic garry? you made things and you can only regret now!
just 1 week to go before you leave for Bandung, and you've left bad memories here. how great you are, garry, don't you think? shit!
1. Real name : Garry Cristofel 2. Nick name : Gar, Ry, Li 3. Age : 16 to 17 y'o 4. Height : 170 cm 5. Weight : 52 kg 6. Spec or contact lens : Spec 7. Horoscope : Taurus 8. Male or Female : Male 9. Tv or games : Games 10. Primary school : Saint Joseph 11. Secondary school : Saint Thomas 1 12. Poly or JC : JC 13. University : Have to be UNPAR or ITB 14. Hair Colour : Black 15. Long or short hair : Short 16. Loud or quiet : Loud 17. Sweats or jeans : Jeans 18. Phone or camera : Phone 19. Health freak : Nuh.. 20. Drink or smoke : Drink 21. Have a crush on someone? : Yup 22. Eat or drink : Both 23. Piercings : Nuh.. 24. Tattoos : No 25. social or anti-social : Depend 26. First relationship : Is it necessary? 27. First bestfriend : Jeff and Jodhi 48. wealthy or happiness : Both 49. Want to get married : Yes 50. want kids : Hu uh.. 51. Careers in my mind : Businessman, Architect, Graphic Designer 52. fight before : Yes 53. most regret of : Leaving my old life 54. Talented in : Drawing 55. Weak in ? : Physic 56. Romantic or spontaneous ? : Depend 57. Lip or eyes ? : Lip 58. Nice stomach or nice arms ? : Neither 59. Shorter or Taller ? : Taller 60. Protective or Caring : Caring 61. Hook-up or Relationships : Relationships 62. Troublemaker or hesitant : Again, depend 63. Lost glasses or contacts : Nuh.. 64. Ran away from home : No 65. Held a gun/knife for self defense : No no 66. Killed somebody : Absolutely no 67. Broken someone's heart : Maybe 68. Been arrested : No 69. Cried when someone died : Yes 70. Missed someone a lot : No doubt 71. Believe in Yourself : Yes yes 72. Believe in Miracles : Faith is number 1 73. Love at first sight : Yup 74. Heaven or Hell : Heaven since Medan is like hell 75. Santa Claus : Hope he's real 76. Cartoon or anime : Anime 77. Tooth Fairy : No 78. Kiss in the first date : Hell no 79. Afraid of death : Of course 80. Handsome or cute : Who cares? 81. Pretty or cute : Pretty? Cute then 82. Reality or dream : Both 83. Is there a person you want to be with now ? : Yes yes 84. Are you seriously happy with what you're in life now ? : 50% 85. Do you believe in fate ? : 50% 86. Do you believe in everlasting love ? : I want to believe 87. Do you believe in god ? : 1000% out of 10% 88. How often do you lie ? : Frequently? 89. Do you respect elders ? : Sure 90. Are you a good kid ? : Who will believe? 91. Do you like your family ? : Yes 92. Do you like your friends ? : Yes 93. Are you greedy ? : Depend 94. What do you want now ? : fast internet connection! 95. What will you wish for ? : other 1000 wishes 96. A truth to first person ? : No idea 97. A truth to second person ? : ..... 98. A truth to third person ? : ..... 99. Do you even trust yourself ? : Hell yeah 100. post as 100th truth tag 10 person : Now, that is the end
the feeling to be hated is more horrible than the body stormed by thousands of needles. *sigh*. you have to go on, garry. you have to.. No one will understand this feeling but you, yourself.
I'd like to give feedback to Cassandra's post.. The first thing I wanna say to you, Cassandra, my dearest big sister, is "you're welcome and thanks for the compliment." lol.. :D
And.. The word, "EXAGGERATE", isn't supposed to be there. lol.. :))
By the way, thanks for the ride too. :) hha..
Now, I just want to tell you that I'm totally active in Winfield English group in Facebook. Fascinating! And the most thrilling news is that I am given the rank of "Winfield Student Captain"! Super cool! lol.. :D
I feel weird today. Well, I'm weird everyday. No.. No.. I mean.. yeah, I feel weird today. Ahh, okay.. Never mind that.
I've been observing a fly for about a minute, a real fly, you know, with a pair of big eyes, with its long tongue licking around, with a pair of fast flaping wings, so on and so on.
Well, here I am, again. At last, I get a chance to be on line and update my blog. My last update was at January 7th, wasn't it? It's been 5 days since then. Hoah.. Let's see. How will I start?
Oh yeah! She's back.. lol.. :D I don't care whether you care of it or not. :) But that's a good new for me.
Umm, I think I won't tell you guys about these 5 passed days. 'Cause honestly, I've forgot about it too. lol..
Then, how did today begin? Here it is. "This morning was the most goddamn morning I've ever had. I was super sleepy and tired.. Well, I phoned her last night until 2(I'm happy for this, actually. :DD) and slept around 3 in the morning. I woke up at 6 to 7 with my eyes red, so red! Hoah.. And my body did't seem to be fit like usual. Yea.. Forget about that. Today is our school's Christmas celebration. The weirdest thing I've ever known.. it's when a school celebrates Christmas at January 12th whereas we all know that Christmas is at December 25th! Ckck.. Well, it's a New Year celebration too. But the best thing of this was that I could just wear some clothes but uniform. Yeah!
I wore black shirt with blue straight lines, with a formal black tie draped round my neck, black jeans and simple CATS shoes. I borrowed my friend's cowboy hat(lol..) and people kept calling me as a "Artis Taiwan", "Artis Korea", "Artis ~ASE~". lol.lol.. wew.wew.wew. :DD Here is some of the photos. I edited it 'cause I think it's not too nice.
There's nothing special during the event. Boring.. :-/
Btw, I got love advice from Laurence. lol.. She told to do so, not to do so. so on and so on. :) Thanks to her.
There's another special thing I've done actually, but I won't share it here now 'cause it's a surprise. I just don't want him/her to know. :DD But I'll tell you as I've done with it.
I think that's all for today. I'll try to update more often though. Ciao..
I'm not going to update this blog at this moment. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Yeah.. you know, busy like usual. :DD Besides, my internet connection has reached the limit. So fast, huh? lol.. I've been too relax this day. However, I have some works to do, so see ya' then. Wish me luck and I'll wish you too. :) I'll tell you everything as soon as I come back!
I had just had my hair cut! No more "poni-M". lol.. Yeah.. school day is approaching. That's why I have to have my hair cut, but it's too short for me! Argh..!! I don't have any photos of it, 'cause I'm too shy to show it to you all. lol.. :D
The real thing is, it's so gay! lol.. I don't know why, but I think it's like girls' hairstyle. My father agreed with it too. When I showed him this hairstyle, he was like "Hey, that's girls' hairstyle, isn't it? My girl-friends liked to have that hair." Sh*t!
is it? is it?IS IT?! Please don't laugh when you see me, okay? :)
