not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Friday, June 25, 2010
well, okay..
stuffs do change.
I know that.
and just now, my friends, specifically two of them, told me that they have remade their blogs.
is it really coincidence or what?
two of them, on the same day (it's today), told me the same thing like "hey garry, you know what? I've remade my blog! check it out man and you'll see stuffs and stuffs. by the way, I also changed my url dude. relink me, okay?"
is remaking blog seasonal?
I don't know it's the season for it now.
lol.
hopefully no one will tell me the same thing for the rest of the day. :D
well, here are their blogs.
Josephine Irena: SPILLED MILK AND ROTTEN APPLE
for josephine's blog: she said it was a new born baby blog, and she is the mother. well, she sure looks like mother who has just given birth in her blog's photo. lol.
Timothy: LEAVE NOW !
for timothy's blog: sure a weird name for one's blog. are you really asking me to leave now? :D
but then, I came to think that, if they had sort of reasons to remake their blogs, how about the others?
I changed my link with so many people.
and I've not visited any of their blogs for a while.
so, I decided to see every single blog on my "links" and voila!
I found so many people who had changed their url and didn't ask me to relink them.
it's always written "Blog yang Anda cari tidak ditemukan."
in some cases, it's written "This blog is open to invited readers only. It doesn't look like you have been invited to read this blog. If you think this is a mistake, you might want to contact the blog author and request an invitation."
guess it's for private only now. :)
and some aren't updated anymore. they're left pitifully untreated, while the rest are still updated frequently, nice one.
well, guess people really do come and go, eh?
I think I'll just leave the links there, at least to remind the future me that I've ever had them as my friends. :)Labels: about blog, friends, people
3:26 PM
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
I'm tired of being bored!
enough of the holidays!
this is just way too much..
I can find a PIG inside me.. damn that!
I'm spending my days most by sleeping and doing nothing.
BIG *sigh~~*
this is it!
i ended up with something really good.
*grin*
perhaps, i should just go to my former drawing sensei* and start to learn drawing one more time..
but.. is this really good?
another BIG *sigh~~~*
it's really big now..
by the way, have I introduced my precious people in my life to you?
well, I just found some new persons in the neighbourhood and I guess it's great for you to know them too, regardless you care or not. :P
or maybe it's just for my future self, so that i won't forget.
I guess I've ever written about them before, whom I gave my special thanks for.
but well, people come and go, right?
so you may find them different from the people I mentioned in my previous post..
here are some..
Jesus and my family : guess these ones don't need explaination. :)
Laura : my current girlfriend. (hope she's my lifetime mate. hehe..)
the trouble maker. haha.. this girl is just so cheerful. but she's mysterious one. so hard to understand her..
Cassandra and Gracia : these girls don't change. yeah.. they are my best best friends, irreplaceable ones. the ones whom I can share everything with. :)
Jodhi : guess this one doesn't change either. :P
my best friend who I can rely on. he's definitely reliable.
Kevin : this one gave me much help too. he is most likely the one I will look for when I am stressful and have nothing to do.
Pragaya, Theo, Ridho and Timothy : my classmates whom I spent most of my school-life time with. They sure are precious to me because of that. they existed in most of my memories these years. I miss you all!
Grisella : she's my midnight friend. lol. well, means that we usually chat only at midnight. (it's hard to find someone who's still awake, you know.)
we share interests and many other stuffs. she's friendly. :)
guess only them I'm really close to right now.
well, because this holiday prevents me from finding my friends!
that's why i'm kinda mad staying at home..
urgh...
to them I stated above, I'd like to thank you. :)
you sure bring happiness to me..
thanks..Labels: people
4:02 PM
Monday, May 3, 2010
hi everybody..!
it's been months, no?
2 months it has been since I posted my last writing.
I am about to update this blog again.
hehe..
if you ask why, then this is the answer.
well, again, I've almost forgot about this blog.
yeah, just like what I've ever done a couple of times.
But!
there was someone who reminded me about this blog, AGAIN.
I'm such a pig head, aren't I?
yeah.
and I am about to give her a credit for this.
hehe..
she is Grisella Luivindy.
click here to see her facebook account.
drop by and add her okay?
well, i was so honored when she said that she liked my blog.
i mean, who doesn't?
besides, i'm happy because there is actually someone who still reads my blog.
lol.
i'm not boasting, okay?
this is pure because i want to credit her. :)
because of that, this blog is still continuing.
hehe..
well, who is she actually?
umm..
yahh, I just knew her a moment ago.
but actually we've ever met several times at winfield, my former english course.
hehe..
however, i've never imagined that i could be friend with her. :D
she's a nice person, i should say.
she's kind.
we talked a lot about stuffs.
overall, she's really a nice person.
talk to her and you'll know. :D
I don't know that because of my blog I can have more friends.
love you blogger.com!
rofl. :DD
remember to visit her facebook account okay?
by the way..
it's time to talk about my life.
well, life is still as pathetic as usual.
but it isn't that bad after all.
and I start to think that my luck is somehow changing.
to be better of course.
ohh.
before i forget: 26th of April 2010 was the time when I've officially graduated from my senior high school and now is moving to my university life.
lol.
this is so exciting!
and now i'm having my 3 months of holiday without doing anything.
you see, i need not study anymore.
i've passed also the university's entrance exam after all.
hehe..
however, it's kinda boring, yes.
no doubt..
and yea, 29th of April was my birthday and you know what?
i guess you don't.
well, there was a moment I can never ever forget.
I will not post it here.
I'll post it on the other post.
I want to include some photos, but they are not with me right now.
so.. maybe some other time? :)
umm..
well, perhaps this is it for today..
again, I'd like to thank Grisella Luivindy for reminding me about this blog. :)
bye all.Labels: about blog, people, school
1:36 AM
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Today is my sister's birthday.
happy birthday sis!
may God bless you always.
hehe..
by the way, 2 days before, her friends and I had just tricked her.
lol.
that's so much fun!
she's so innocent for not knowing what we're up to (or perhaps she's too easy to be fooled since she's a really fool! rofl. kidding sis. :D )
so, here are some people who were involved in this trick-making party. :))
Sister Herlina
Brother Salim
Sister Jubot (well, I don't know her real name, since what I heard all day was her nick. sorry sis. :) )
And just FYI, Sister Herlina and Brother Salim has engaged and will soon be married.
congratulation!Labels: people
3:08 PM
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Argh!! what a distressing life!
urgh..
the semester exam has started.
there is no time to play and have fun anymore.
Blahh!
I hate that statement.
I have to admit it though.
ougghh, great.
we have math on our first day of exam.
however, I did it well.
so far so good.
second day of exam, religion and bahasa Indonesia.
now that I'm irritated.
is it appropriate to give an exam of 12 chapters for ONE lesson?
INSANE, if you are thinking of a word.
well, religion is important, I tell you.
but, 12 chapters?!
what a waste!
we don't even use those matters on our daily life..!
I'm not trying to mock religion, okay?
but the book, it states too much information that isn't actually crucial.
WHICH.. we call as "BeCe"!
you'll know when you see.
well, actually it's time to study now.
yeah, for jerks!
who can stand reading that kind of book for hours.. or minutes maybe?
I tell you, no one can!
no exception.
*sigh*
enough of it.
let's talk about my life again..
let's see..
what to tell today, pal?
oww yes.
by the way, I've just felt that she's changing, becomes strange.
I wonder what's going on.
I will help her if I can.
however, she never tells me her problems.
do women always hide their sorrow?
why don't they just tell?
I'm happy to help, but if she keeps on not telling me, how can I help?
argh!
women are hard to be understood.
people are hard to be understood.
and I, as the greatest enemy for myself, am hard to understand and to be understood.
God!
oh yeah, I told Cindy Tantarica about my missing one of our friends, Vivi Rihanty.
it has been so long since my last contact with her.
I'm wondering what she is doing now.
she has turned even more arrogant than before. that's disappointing me.
but I should admit it that I miss her so much.
how is her life?
has she grown up?
has she become mature?
has she understood everything about this life?
has she learned to be a real adult?
I hope she's strong now, so that she won't cry that easily like she did before.
not because you've grown up that you may not cry.
it's just, don't let your tears fall down that easy..
calm and strong, that's what you need.
men are jerks, as we all know.
they don't deserve your tears. remember that!
family, friends, they are the important ones.
watch your feet, for you may not know when there is a hole waiting for you to step into.
be strong, since God won't wipe your problems out.
Instead, He will give you a strong shoulder so that you are able to carry every single of them.
I hope she will read this, although I know that it's impossible to happen.
*sigh*
bye friends.
got to work for my exam.Labels: about her, friends, people, school
8:42 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
uh-oh.
I almost forget about this:
I just wanna give to Michael Jackson, the king of pop, my very best condolences.
May you rest in Peace there.Labels: people
12:19 PM
Friday, March 27, 2009
I'd like to give feedback to Cassandra's post..
The first thing I wanna say to you, Cassandra, my dearest big sister, is "you're welcome and thanks for the compliment."
lol.. :D
And..
The word, "EXAGGERATE", isn't supposed to be there.
lol.. :))
By the way, thanks for the ride too. :)
hha..
Now, I just want to tell you that I'm totally active in Winfield English group in Facebook.
Fascinating!
And the most thrilling news is that I am given the rank of "Winfield Student Captain"!
Super cool!
lol.. :D
Need to work hard now..Labels: about me, people, things
11:08 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
To NATASSYA SOWIN & MELVIN SOWIN,
I wish you two Rest In Peace..
Well, I don't know you and you definitely don't know me.
But you are my friends' friends, so I'd like to give you my deepest sympathy.
Besides, we're the same, we're human being.
I can feel what you felt, scared of death.
May Jesus Christ always be with you.
Amen..
To their parents, I can't talk much..
I'm sorry about them.
May God bless you.Labels: people
11:27 AM
Friday, February 20, 2009
There's too many fake and nonsense reasons going around.
I'm kinda hate that kind of stuff.
You're so chicken when you tell lies.
You said you told jokes, when you actually meant it.
You're pretending to be good, but what I could see in your eyes was only hatred.
And the worst thing is, you're PROUD of it??
WTH?!
What I'm begging is only your being honest.
You needn't tell me, you're obviously lying.
You're not good in lying.
Wake up, dude!
Can't you learn?
You be honest!
Even bad men need honest and believable men to look after their money.
Still, can't you learn?!Labels: people, things
10:53 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Today's class is full of LOL.
And it totally drives me crazy!
Lol..
At least, with today's class, I could leave my sadness far behind.
Thanks to you, friends.
I appreciate that a lot.
Christopher, the blackest man in class.
Bunga, the easiest girl to tickle.
Stefhanie, my tablemate who used to write my notebook for me.
Cynthia, the craziest lady(halah..) I've ever known.
Indi, the "sok tau"est person and the "memang tau"est person in the neighborhood.
Timothy, the most obsessed person to be a magician.
(Sukakmu! Sukakmu!)(JOUP)(CROT). Lol.
Theo, our afgan with his double triple oktaf voice over women's normal voice.
~Hey..! Cynthia is JOUP-ing me.lol.
Oh yeah..
FYI the hottest thing in class now is magic card tricks.
The class is now crazy about it!
Just in few days, this class produces many many new magicians.
I also learn much!
Lol..
Here is what happens in class.
We sing along like crazy and I almost die because of it!
They are all insane!
Lol.
Well, don't feel offended, okay? :)
This is the song.
"stay close, don't go"
The climax is when we reach "if you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alooooooooone~"
*jereng jeng jreng*
We then scream out loud!!
I do scream with 1-2 oktaf over normal and it sounds so weird!
The others scream with antusiasm over limit.
There's teacher here and she's supposed to see us.
Lol..
Timothy and Theo are playing cards now.
I think this class is getting worse day by day. :DD
Wohoo..
I enjoy this day so much.
2 days to go 'till our exam, but we still act that crazy.
Wow..
I'd like to do some card tricks now.
Who is easy-cheated?
Lol..
Got to go.
I'm going to continue my LOL with them.
:DD
Ciao..Labels: ???, people, the day
11:39 AM
Sunday, February 1, 2009
I don't know whether it's necessary or not, but I would like to write about this stuff.
Actually, I don't really like to talk about it, for this will truly make me down, and this is so not good for my soul. :(
As "the secret" has stated that positive thinking brings good things, so on and so on.
And I think this will really bring bad effect for me, but I really wanna write.
'Cause I don't have any idea about why and how this could happen.
I can't be calm if I don't write.
This is totally unbelievable.
"I definitely respect my sister.
She is my closest partner to share and to talk about anything.
She is my adviser and I believe in her.
She is the one who always encourages me.
"Good luck", "Good job", "You can do it", "Never give up", or some kind of that stuffs are always said by her, to me.
She is the only one, who I know, will always fight to get what she wants.
But..
Can you imagine?
The person who always encourages you, whom you believe will never give up, whom you know has a positive atmosphere, feels like she, herself, has to give up?
This is so... sad. :( "
Where will I find any replacement for that?
How will I get up when I'm down?
Who will support me when I say I can't?
This is bullshit!
Jesus.. I'm begging You. Please, she's a good girl.
Don't let her down just yet.
This is my prayer, Jesus..
Let her get what she wants. I'm begging You.Labels: people
9:55 PM
Saturday, January 31, 2009
I'd like to give my special thanks to:
Jesus in Heaven, who knows what is the best for me. who provides me with things I've never thought about.
My sister, who is my adviser. who gives me solution in most of my problems. who knows how to be a good guy for everyone.
My father, who knows when I need help. who thinks I'm special even when I know I'm not.
My mom, who wants me to be a real man in this world. who teaches me everything. who sacrifies everything to make me a good person.
Cassandra Etania and Gracia Pricillia, who are always with me. who share laughter and tears. who support and encourage me. you both are super!
Cindy Tantarica, who is always here for me, when I'm sad, when I'm happy. who always helps me, cheers me up, listens to my joy and sorrow.
Jesicapri Gani, who is totally..you know. LOL. though she always asks for my advices, but I'm happy that she motivates me when I'm down. who shows her care for me.
Fenny Chandra, who teaches me this and that, how to be a good guy for girl, how to be a man.
Jeff Christopher Gultom, who at the very first place teaches me about girls, how they think, how they decide and how they act. who at the very first place teaches me how to be optimist.
Jodhi Leonata Pratama, thanks for your help. Though it's canceled, but I'm happy that you offer that help.
Kevin Chandra, who can give me positive atmosphere, every time, everywhere.
Kenny Lukman and Jeffry Azwindy, who can see my potential in graphic and always encourage me though I say I can't. thanks!
Jennifer, who always gives me compliment so that I can be self-confident.
Denissa Lani Hady, who is my source of information. LOL. who helps and supports me about..you know. :D
Vanda Dwitami, who shares stories with me. who indirectly gives me lessons about everything.
William Tandra, you will not know what you've done to me. but I get a very important lesson from you, indirectly.
Sean, who treats me like a special person.
Vivi Rihanty, who lets me know what love feels like. who knows how to be loved and cared. who fills my day with smiles and laughter.
Everybody who isn't mention, thank you for your helps, your cares, I appreciate that.
Everybody who loves me, thanks for your loves. It can't be replaceable!
Everybody who hates me, thanks. Because of your hatreds, I learn lots of things.Labels: people
1:09 PM
Friday, June 25, 2010
well, okay..
stuffs do change.
I know that.
and just now, my friends, specifically two of them, told me that they have remade their blogs.
is it really coincidence or what?
two of them, on the same day (it's today), told me the same thing like "hey garry, you know what? I've remade my blog! check it out man and you'll see stuffs and stuffs. by the way, I also changed my url dude. relink me, okay?"
is remaking blog seasonal?
I don't know it's the season for it now.
lol.
hopefully no one will tell me the same thing for the rest of the day. :D
well, here are their blogs.
Josephine Irena: SPILLED MILK AND ROTTEN APPLE
for josephine's blog: she said it was a new born baby blog, and she is the mother. well, she sure looks like mother who has just given birth in her blog's photo. lol.
Timothy: LEAVE NOW !
for timothy's blog: sure a weird name for one's blog. are you really asking me to leave now? :D
but then, I came to think that, if they had sort of reasons to remake their blogs, how about the others?
I changed my link with so many people.
and I've not visited any of their blogs for a while.
so, I decided to see every single blog on my "links" and voila!
I found so many people who had changed their url and didn't ask me to relink them.
it's always written "Blog yang Anda cari tidak ditemukan."
in some cases, it's written "This blog is open to invited readers only. It doesn't look like you have been invited to read this blog. If you think this is a mistake, you might want to contact the blog author and request an invitation."
guess it's for private only now. :)
and some aren't updated anymore. they're left pitifully untreated, while the rest are still updated frequently, nice one.
well, guess people really do come and go, eh?
I think I'll just leave the links there, at least to remind the future me that I've ever had them as my friends. :)Labels: about blog, friends, people
3:26 PM
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
I'm tired of being bored!
enough of the holidays!
this is just way too much..
I can find a PIG inside me.. damn that!
I'm spending my days most by sleeping and doing nothing.
BIG *sigh~~*
this is it!
i ended up with something really good.
*grin*
perhaps, i should just go to my former drawing sensei* and start to learn drawing one more time..
but.. is this really good?
another BIG *sigh~~~*
it's really big now..
by the way, have I introduced my precious people in my life to you?
well, I just found some new persons in the neighbourhood and I guess it's great for you to know them too, regardless you care or not. :P
or maybe it's just for my future self, so that i won't forget.
I guess I've ever written about them before, whom I gave my special thanks for.
but well, people come and go, right?
so you may find them different from the people I mentioned in my previous post..
here are some..
Jesus and my family : guess these ones don't need explaination. :)
Laura : my current girlfriend. (hope she's my lifetime mate. hehe..)
the trouble maker. haha.. this girl is just so cheerful. but she's mysterious one. so hard to understand her..
Cassandra and Gracia : these girls don't change. yeah.. they are my best best friends, irreplaceable ones. the ones whom I can share everything with. :)
Jodhi : guess this one doesn't change either. :P
my best friend who I can rely on. he's definitely reliable.
Kevin : this one gave me much help too. he is most likely the one I will look for when I am stressful and have nothing to do.
Pragaya, Theo, Ridho and Timothy : my classmates whom I spent most of my school-life time with. They sure are precious to me because of that. they existed in most of my memories these years. I miss you all!
Grisella : she's my midnight friend. lol. well, means that we usually chat only at midnight. (it's hard to find someone who's still awake, you know.)
we share interests and many other stuffs. she's friendly. :)
guess only them I'm really close to right now.
well, because this holiday prevents me from finding my friends!
that's why i'm kinda mad staying at home..
urgh...
to them I stated above, I'd like to thank you. :)
you sure bring happiness to me..
thanks..Labels: people
4:02 PM
Monday, May 3, 2010
hi everybody..!
it's been months, no?
2 months it has been since I posted my last writing.
I am about to update this blog again.
hehe..
if you ask why, then this is the answer.
well, again, I've almost forgot about this blog.
yeah, just like what I've ever done a couple of times.
But!
there was someone who reminded me about this blog, AGAIN.
I'm such a pig head, aren't I?
yeah.
and I am about to give her a credit for this.
hehe..
she is Grisella Luivindy.
click here to see her facebook account.
drop by and add her okay?
well, i was so honored when she said that she liked my blog.
i mean, who doesn't?
besides, i'm happy because there is actually someone who still reads my blog.
lol.
i'm not boasting, okay?
this is pure because i want to credit her. :)
because of that, this blog is still continuing.
hehe..
well, who is she actually?
umm..
yahh, I just knew her a moment ago.
but actually we've ever met several times at winfield, my former english course.
hehe..
however, i've never imagined that i could be friend with her. :D
she's a nice person, i should say.
she's kind.
we talked a lot about stuffs.
overall, she's really a nice person.
talk to her and you'll know. :D
I don't know that because of my blog I can have more friends.
love you blogger.com!
rofl. :DD
remember to visit her facebook account okay?
by the way..
it's time to talk about my life.
well, life is still as pathetic as usual.
but it isn't that bad after all.
and I start to think that my luck is somehow changing.
to be better of course.
ohh.
before i forget: 26th of April 2010 was the time when I've officially graduated from my senior high school and now is moving to my university life.
lol.
this is so exciting!
and now i'm having my 3 months of holiday without doing anything.
you see, i need not study anymore.
i've passed also the university's entrance exam after all.
hehe..
however, it's kinda boring, yes.
no doubt..
and yea, 29th of April was my birthday and you know what?
i guess you don't.
well, there was a moment I can never ever forget.
I will not post it here.
I'll post it on the other post.
I want to include some photos, but they are not with me right now.
so.. maybe some other time? :)
umm..
well, perhaps this is it for today..
again, I'd like to thank Grisella Luivindy for reminding me about this blog. :)
bye all.Labels: about blog, people, school
1:36 AM
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Today is my sister's birthday.
happy birthday sis!
may God bless you always.
hehe..
by the way, 2 days before, her friends and I had just tricked her.
lol.
that's so much fun!
she's so innocent for not knowing what we're up to (or perhaps she's too easy to be fooled since she's a really fool! rofl. kidding sis. :D )
so, here are some people who were involved in this trick-making party. :))
Sister Herlina
Brother Salim
Sister Jubot (well, I don't know her real name, since what I heard all day was her nick. sorry sis. :) )
And just FYI, Sister Herlina and Brother Salim has engaged and will soon be married.
congratulation!Labels: people
3:08 PM
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Argh!! what a distressing life!
urgh..
the semester exam has started.
there is no time to play and have fun anymore.
Blahh!
I hate that statement.
I have to admit it though.
ougghh, great.
we have math on our first day of exam.
however, I did it well.
so far so good.
second day of exam, religion and bahasa Indonesia.
now that I'm irritated.
is it appropriate to give an exam of 12 chapters for ONE lesson?
INSANE, if you are thinking of a word.
well, religion is important, I tell you.
but, 12 chapters?!
what a waste!
we don't even use those matters on our daily life..!
I'm not trying to mock religion, okay?
but the book, it states too much information that isn't actually crucial.
WHICH.. we call as "BeCe"!
you'll know when you see.
well, actually it's time to study now.
yeah, for jerks!
who can stand reading that kind of book for hours.. or minutes maybe?
I tell you, no one can!
no exception.
*sigh*
enough of it.
let's talk about my life again..
let's see..
what to tell today, pal?
oww yes.
by the way, I've just felt that she's changing, becomes strange.
I wonder what's going on.
I will help her if I can.
however, she never tells me her problems.
do women always hide their sorrow?
why don't they just tell?
I'm happy to help, but if she keeps on not telling me, how can I help?
argh!
women are hard to be understood.
people are hard to be understood.
and I, as the greatest enemy for myself, am hard to understand and to be understood.
God!
oh yeah, I told Cindy Tantarica about my missing one of our friends, Vivi Rihanty.
it has been so long since my last contact with her.
I'm wondering what she is doing now.
she has turned even more arrogant than before. that's disappointing me.
but I should admit it that I miss her so much.
how is her life?
has she grown up?
has she become mature?
has she understood everything about this life?
has she learned to be a real adult?
I hope she's strong now, so that she won't cry that easily like she did before.
not because you've grown up that you may not cry.
it's just, don't let your tears fall down that easy..
calm and strong, that's what you need.
men are jerks, as we all know.
they don't deserve your tears. remember that!
family, friends, they are the important ones.
watch your feet, for you may not know when there is a hole waiting for you to step into.
be strong, since God won't wipe your problems out.
Instead, He will give you a strong shoulder so that you are able to carry every single of them.
I hope she will read this, although I know that it's impossible to happen.
*sigh*
bye friends.
got to work for my exam.Labels: about her, friends, people, school
8:42 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
uh-oh.
I almost forget about this:
I just wanna give to Michael Jackson, the king of pop, my very best condolences.
May you rest in Peace there.Labels: people
12:19 PM
Friday, March 27, 2009
I'd like to give feedback to Cassandra's post..
The first thing I wanna say to you, Cassandra, my dearest big sister, is "you're welcome and thanks for the compliment."
lol.. :D
And..
The word, "EXAGGERATE", isn't supposed to be there.
lol.. :))
By the way, thanks for the ride too. :)
hha..
Now, I just want to tell you that I'm totally active in Winfield English group in Facebook.
Fascinating!
And the most thrilling news is that I am given the rank of "Winfield Student Captain"!
Super cool!
lol.. :D
Need to work hard now..Labels: about me, people, things
11:08 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
To NATASSYA SOWIN & MELVIN SOWIN,
I wish you two Rest In Peace..
Well, I don't know you and you definitely don't know me.
But you are my friends' friends, so I'd like to give you my deepest sympathy.
Besides, we're the same, we're human being.
I can feel what you felt, scared of death.
May Jesus Christ always be with you.
Amen..
To their parents, I can't talk much..
I'm sorry about them.
May God bless you.Labels: people
11:27 AM
Friday, February 20, 2009
There's too many fake and nonsense reasons going around.
I'm kinda hate that kind of stuff.
You're so chicken when you tell lies.
You said you told jokes, when you actually meant it.
You're pretending to be good, but what I could see in your eyes was only hatred.
And the worst thing is, you're PROUD of it??
WTH?!
What I'm begging is only your being honest.
You needn't tell me, you're obviously lying.
You're not good in lying.
Wake up, dude!
Can't you learn?
You be honest!
Even bad men need honest and believable men to look after their money.
Still, can't you learn?!Labels: people, things
10:53 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Today's class is full of LOL.
And it totally drives me crazy!
Lol..
At least, with today's class, I could leave my sadness far behind.
Thanks to you, friends.
I appreciate that a lot.
Christopher, the blackest man in class.
Bunga, the easiest girl to tickle.
Stefhanie, my tablemate who used to write my notebook for me.
Cynthia, the craziest lady(halah..) I've ever known.
Indi, the "sok tau"est person and the "memang tau"est person in the neighborhood.
Timothy, the most obsessed person to be a magician.
(Sukakmu! Sukakmu!)(JOUP)(CROT). Lol.
Theo, our afgan with his double triple oktaf voice over women's normal voice.
~Hey..! Cynthia is JOUP-ing me.lol.
Oh yeah..
FYI the hottest thing in class now is magic card tricks.
The class is now crazy about it!
Just in few days, this class produces many many new magicians.
I also learn much!
Lol..
Here is what happens in class.
We sing along like crazy and I almost die because of it!
They are all insane!
Lol.
Well, don't feel offended, okay? :)
This is the song.
"stay close, don't go"
The climax is when we reach "if you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alooooooooone~"
*jereng jeng jreng*
We then scream out loud!!
I do scream with 1-2 oktaf over normal and it sounds so weird!
The others scream with antusiasm over limit.
There's teacher here and she's supposed to see us.
Lol..
Timothy and Theo are playing cards now.
I think this class is getting worse day by day. :DD
Wohoo..
I enjoy this day so much.
2 days to go 'till our exam, but we still act that crazy.
Wow..
I'd like to do some card tricks now.
Who is easy-cheated?
Lol..
Got to go.
I'm going to continue my LOL with them.
:DD
Ciao..Labels: ???, people, the day
11:39 AM
Sunday, February 1, 2009
I don't know whether it's necessary or not, but I would like to write about this stuff.
Actually, I don't really like to talk about it, for this will truly make me down, and this is so not good for my soul. :(
As "the secret" has stated that positive thinking brings good things, so on and so on.
And I think this will really bring bad effect for me, but I really wanna write.
'Cause I don't have any idea about why and how this could happen.
I can't be calm if I don't write.
This is totally unbelievable.
"I definitely respect my sister.
She is my closest partner to share and to talk about anything.
She is my adviser and I believe in her.
She is the one who always encourages me.
"Good luck", "Good job", "You can do it", "Never give up", or some kind of that stuffs are always said by her, to me.
She is the only one, who I know, will always fight to get what she wants.
But..
Can you imagine?
The person who always encourages you, whom you believe will never give up, whom you know has a positive atmosphere, feels like she, herself, has to give up?
This is so... sad. :( "
Where will I find any replacement for that?
How will I get up when I'm down?
Who will support me when I say I can't?
This is bullshit!
Jesus.. I'm begging You. Please, she's a good girl.
Don't let her down just yet.
This is my prayer, Jesus..
Let her get what she wants. I'm begging You.Labels: people
9:55 PM
Saturday, January 31, 2009
I'd like to give my special thanks to:
Jesus in Heaven, who knows what is the best for me. who provides me with things I've never thought about.
My sister, who is my adviser. who gives me solution in most of my problems. who knows how to be a good guy for everyone.
My father, who knows when I need help. who thinks I'm special even when I know I'm not.
My mom, who wants me to be a real man in this world. who teaches me everything. who sacrifies everything to make me a good person.
Cassandra Etania and Gracia Pricillia, who are always with me. who share laughter and tears. who support and encourage me. you both are super!
Cindy Tantarica, who is always here for me, when I'm sad, when I'm happy. who always helps me, cheers me up, listens to my joy and sorrow.
Jesicapri Gani, who is totally..you know. LOL. though she always asks for my advices, but I'm happy that she motivates me when I'm down. who shows her care for me.
Fenny Chandra, who teaches me this and that, how to be a good guy for girl, how to be a man.
Jeff Christopher Gultom, who at the very first place teaches me about girls, how they think, how they decide and how they act. who at the very first place teaches me how to be optimist.
Jodhi Leonata Pratama, thanks for your help. Though it's canceled, but I'm happy that you offer that help.
Kevin Chandra, who can give me positive atmosphere, every time, everywhere.
Kenny Lukman and Jeffry Azwindy, who can see my potential in graphic and always encourage me though I say I can't. thanks!
Jennifer, who always gives me compliment so that I can be self-confident.
Denissa Lani Hady, who is my source of information. LOL. who helps and supports me about..you know. :D
Vanda Dwitami, who shares stories with me. who indirectly gives me lessons about everything.
William Tandra, you will not know what you've done to me. but I get a very important lesson from you, indirectly.
Sean, who treats me like a special person.
Vivi Rihanty, who lets me know what love feels like. who knows how to be loved and cared. who fills my day with smiles and laughter.
Everybody who isn't mention, thank you for your helps, your cares, I appreciate that.
Everybody who loves me, thanks for your loves. It can't be replaceable!
Everybody who hates me, thanks. Because of your hatreds, I learn lots of things.Labels: people
1:09 PM
