not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Argh!! what a distressing life!
urgh..
the semester exam has started.
there is no time to play and have fun anymore.
Blahh!
I hate that statement.
I have to admit it though.
ougghh, great.
we have math on our first day of exam.
however, I did it well.
so far so good.
second day of exam, religion and bahasa Indonesia.
now that I'm irritated.
is it appropriate to give an exam of 12 chapters for ONE lesson?
INSANE, if you are thinking of a word.
well, religion is important, I tell you.
but, 12 chapters?!
what a waste!
we don't even use those matters on our daily life..!
I'm not trying to mock religion, okay?
but the book, it states too much information that isn't actually crucial.
WHICH.. we call as "BeCe"!
you'll know when you see.
well, actually it's time to study now.
yeah, for jerks!
who can stand reading that kind of book for hours.. or minutes maybe?
I tell you, no one can!
no exception.
*sigh*
enough of it.
let's talk about my life again..
let's see..
what to tell today, pal?
oww yes.
by the way, I've just felt that she's changing, becomes strange.
I wonder what's going on.
I will help her if I can.
however, she never tells me her problems.
do women always hide their sorrow?
why don't they just tell?
I'm happy to help, but if she keeps on not telling me, how can I help?
argh!
women are hard to be understood.
people are hard to be understood.
and I, as the greatest enemy for myself, am hard to understand and to be understood.
God!
oh yeah, I told Cindy Tantarica about my missing one of our friends, Vivi Rihanty.
it has been so long since my last contact with her.
I'm wondering what she is doing now.
she has turned even more arrogant than before. that's disappointing me.
but I should admit it that I miss her so much.
how is her life?
has she grown up?
has she become mature?
has she understood everything about this life?
has she learned to be a real adult?
I hope she's strong now, so that she won't cry that easily like she did before.
not because you've grown up that you may not cry.
it's just, don't let your tears fall down that easy..
calm and strong, that's what you need.
men are jerks, as we all know.
they don't deserve your tears. remember that!
family, friends, they are the important ones.
watch your feet, for you may not know when there is a hole waiting for you to step into.
be strong, since God won't wipe your problems out.
Instead, He will give you a strong shoulder so that you are able to carry every single of them.
I hope she will read this, although I know that it's impossible to happen.
*sigh*
bye friends.
got to work for my exam.Labels: about her, friends, people, school
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