not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Monday, May 3, 2010
hi everybody..!
it's been months, no?
2 months it has been since I posted my last writing.
I am about to update this blog again.
hehe..
if you ask why, then this is the answer.
well, again, I've almost forgot about this blog.
yeah, just like what I've ever done a couple of times.
But!
there was someone who reminded me about this blog, AGAIN.
I'm such a pig head, aren't I?
yeah.
and I am about to give her a credit for this.
hehe..
she is Grisella Luivindy.
click here to see her facebook account.
drop by and add her okay?
well, i was so honored when she said that she liked my blog.
i mean, who doesn't?
besides, i'm happy because there is actually someone who still reads my blog.
lol.
i'm not boasting, okay?
this is pure because i want to credit her. :)
because of that, this blog is still continuing.
hehe..
well, who is she actually?
umm..
yahh, I just knew her a moment ago.
but actually we've ever met several times at winfield, my former english course.
hehe..
however, i've never imagined that i could be friend with her. :D
she's a nice person, i should say.
she's kind.
we talked a lot about stuffs.
overall, she's really a nice person.
talk to her and you'll know. :D
I don't know that because of my blog I can have more friends.
love you blogger.com!
rofl. :DD
remember to visit her facebook account okay?
by the way..
it's time to talk about my life.
well, life is still as pathetic as usual.
but it isn't that bad after all.
and I start to think that my luck is somehow changing.
to be better of course.
ohh.
before i forget: 26th of April 2010 was the time when I've officially graduated from my senior high school and now is moving to my university life.
lol.
this is so exciting!
and now i'm having my 3 months of holiday without doing anything.
you see, i need not study anymore.
i've passed also the university's entrance exam after all.
hehe..
however, it's kinda boring, yes.
no doubt..
and yea, 29th of April was my birthday and you know what?
i guess you don't.
well, there was a moment I can never ever forget.
I will not post it here.
I'll post it on the other post.
I want to include some photos, but they are not with me right now.
so.. maybe some other time? :)
umm..
well, perhaps this is it for today..
again, I'd like to thank Grisella Luivindy for reminding me about this blog. :)
bye all.Labels: about blog, people, school
1:36 AM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
I'm gonna leave this blog for a while and write on SESAT - IPA SATU ANGKATAN 52 for some time.
My life is still long, yet my school life is approximately 3 months left.
So, I guess I'll just write more about my school life than my own life for this 3 months.
hope you'll still enjoy it.Labels: about blog, school
3:25 PM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
die, die and die!
I have a good news and bad news here.
which one should I start first before the other?
umm. okay, just let me begin.
firstly, I guess I shouldn't have said anything about religion yesterday.
today I've got the karma.
I convince you, my religion mark will be totally red!
not even pass 60%, I'm sure.
arggh!
we have remedial test, I know that.
but..!
I'm too lazy to join the test even if I know I don't pass.
that is me. laziness has taken part of my soul.
nothing can separate us although I want to.
urgh!
so, what's the good news?
umm.. actually that's the good news.
there is something much worse than that.
tomorrow we'll have physic exam!
ohh, sh*t..
physic, physic and physic.
is there something better than physic?
ohh, of course! a lot of things!
God damn it!
huft..
I should start to love physic if I want to take the architecture.
I hate when it's true.
wewewew..Labels: school
1:13 PM
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Argh!! what a distressing life!
urgh..
the semester exam has started.
there is no time to play and have fun anymore.
Blahh!
I hate that statement.
I have to admit it though.
ougghh, great.
we have math on our first day of exam.
however, I did it well.
so far so good.
second day of exam, religion and bahasa Indonesia.
now that I'm irritated.
is it appropriate to give an exam of 12 chapters for ONE lesson?
INSANE, if you are thinking of a word.
well, religion is important, I tell you.
but, 12 chapters?!
what a waste!
we don't even use those matters on our daily life..!
I'm not trying to mock religion, okay?
but the book, it states too much information that isn't actually crucial.
WHICH.. we call as "BeCe"!
you'll know when you see.
well, actually it's time to study now.
yeah, for jerks!
who can stand reading that kind of book for hours.. or minutes maybe?
I tell you, no one can!
no exception.
*sigh*
enough of it.
let's talk about my life again..
let's see..
what to tell today, pal?
oww yes.
by the way, I've just felt that she's changing, becomes strange.
I wonder what's going on.
I will help her if I can.
however, she never tells me her problems.
do women always hide their sorrow?
why don't they just tell?
I'm happy to help, but if she keeps on not telling me, how can I help?
argh!
women are hard to be understood.
people are hard to be understood.
and I, as the greatest enemy for myself, am hard to understand and to be understood.
God!
oh yeah, I told Cindy Tantarica about my missing one of our friends, Vivi Rihanty.
it has been so long since my last contact with her.
I'm wondering what she is doing now.
she has turned even more arrogant than before. that's disappointing me.
but I should admit it that I miss her so much.
how is her life?
has she grown up?
has she become mature?
has she understood everything about this life?
has she learned to be a real adult?
I hope she's strong now, so that she won't cry that easily like she did before.
not because you've grown up that you may not cry.
it's just, don't let your tears fall down that easy..
calm and strong, that's what you need.
men are jerks, as we all know.
they don't deserve your tears. remember that!
family, friends, they are the important ones.
watch your feet, for you may not know when there is a hole waiting for you to step into.
be strong, since God won't wipe your problems out.
Instead, He will give you a strong shoulder so that you are able to carry every single of them.
I hope she will read this, although I know that it's impossible to happen.
*sigh*
bye friends.
got to work for my exam.Labels: about her, friends, people, school
8:42 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
6:14 PM
Friday, November 6, 2009
If there is someone I have to kill now, then it will be my English teacher!Labels: school
10:40 PM
Monday, May 3, 2010
hi everybody..!
it's been months, no?
2 months it has been since I posted my last writing.
I am about to update this blog again.
hehe..
if you ask why, then this is the answer.
well, again, I've almost forgot about this blog.
yeah, just like what I've ever done a couple of times.
But!
there was someone who reminded me about this blog, AGAIN.
I'm such a pig head, aren't I?
yeah.
and I am about to give her a credit for this.
hehe..
she is Grisella Luivindy.
click here to see her facebook account.
drop by and add her okay?
well, i was so honored when she said that she liked my blog.
i mean, who doesn't?
besides, i'm happy because there is actually someone who still reads my blog.
lol.
i'm not boasting, okay?
this is pure because i want to credit her. :)
because of that, this blog is still continuing.
hehe..
well, who is she actually?
umm..
yahh, I just knew her a moment ago.
but actually we've ever met several times at winfield, my former english course.
hehe..
however, i've never imagined that i could be friend with her. :D
she's a nice person, i should say.
she's kind.
we talked a lot about stuffs.
overall, she's really a nice person.
talk to her and you'll know. :D
I don't know that because of my blog I can have more friends.
love you blogger.com!
rofl. :DD
remember to visit her facebook account okay?
by the way..
it's time to talk about my life.
well, life is still as pathetic as usual.
but it isn't that bad after all.
and I start to think that my luck is somehow changing.
to be better of course.
ohh.
before i forget: 26th of April 2010 was the time when I've officially graduated from my senior high school and now is moving to my university life.
lol.
this is so exciting!
and now i'm having my 3 months of holiday without doing anything.
you see, i need not study anymore.
i've passed also the university's entrance exam after all.
hehe..
however, it's kinda boring, yes.
no doubt..
and yea, 29th of April was my birthday and you know what?
i guess you don't.
well, there was a moment I can never ever forget.
I will not post it here.
I'll post it on the other post.
I want to include some photos, but they are not with me right now.
so.. maybe some other time? :)
umm..
well, perhaps this is it for today..
again, I'd like to thank Grisella Luivindy for reminding me about this blog. :)
bye all.Labels: about blog, people, school
1:36 AM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
I'm gonna leave this blog for a while and write on SESAT - IPA SATU ANGKATAN 52 for some time.
My life is still long, yet my school life is approximately 3 months left.
So, I guess I'll just write more about my school life than my own life for this 3 months.
hope you'll still enjoy it.Labels: about blog, school
3:25 PM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
die, die and die!
I have a good news and bad news here.
which one should I start first before the other?
umm. okay, just let me begin.
firstly, I guess I shouldn't have said anything about religion yesterday.
today I've got the karma.
I convince you, my religion mark will be totally red!
not even pass 60%, I'm sure.
arggh!
we have remedial test, I know that.
but..!
I'm too lazy to join the test even if I know I don't pass.
that is me. laziness has taken part of my soul.
nothing can separate us although I want to.
urgh!
so, what's the good news?
umm.. actually that's the good news.
there is something much worse than that.
tomorrow we'll have physic exam!
ohh, sh*t..
physic, physic and physic.
is there something better than physic?
ohh, of course! a lot of things!
God damn it!
huft..
I should start to love physic if I want to take the architecture.
I hate when it's true.
wewewew..Labels: school
1:13 PM
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Argh!! what a distressing life!
urgh..
the semester exam has started.
there is no time to play and have fun anymore.
Blahh!
I hate that statement.
I have to admit it though.
ougghh, great.
we have math on our first day of exam.
however, I did it well.
so far so good.
second day of exam, religion and bahasa Indonesia.
now that I'm irritated.
is it appropriate to give an exam of 12 chapters for ONE lesson?
INSANE, if you are thinking of a word.
well, religion is important, I tell you.
but, 12 chapters?!
what a waste!
we don't even use those matters on our daily life..!
I'm not trying to mock religion, okay?
but the book, it states too much information that isn't actually crucial.
WHICH.. we call as "BeCe"!
you'll know when you see.
well, actually it's time to study now.
yeah, for jerks!
who can stand reading that kind of book for hours.. or minutes maybe?
I tell you, no one can!
no exception.
*sigh*
enough of it.
let's talk about my life again..
let's see..
what to tell today, pal?
oww yes.
by the way, I've just felt that she's changing, becomes strange.
I wonder what's going on.
I will help her if I can.
however, she never tells me her problems.
do women always hide their sorrow?
why don't they just tell?
I'm happy to help, but if she keeps on not telling me, how can I help?
argh!
women are hard to be understood.
people are hard to be understood.
and I, as the greatest enemy for myself, am hard to understand and to be understood.
God!
oh yeah, I told Cindy Tantarica about my missing one of our friends, Vivi Rihanty.
it has been so long since my last contact with her.
I'm wondering what she is doing now.
she has turned even more arrogant than before. that's disappointing me.
but I should admit it that I miss her so much.
how is her life?
has she grown up?
has she become mature?
has she understood everything about this life?
has she learned to be a real adult?
I hope she's strong now, so that she won't cry that easily like she did before.
not because you've grown up that you may not cry.
it's just, don't let your tears fall down that easy..
calm and strong, that's what you need.
men are jerks, as we all know.
they don't deserve your tears. remember that!
family, friends, they are the important ones.
watch your feet, for you may not know when there is a hole waiting for you to step into.
be strong, since God won't wipe your problems out.
Instead, He will give you a strong shoulder so that you are able to carry every single of them.
I hope she will read this, although I know that it's impossible to happen.
*sigh*
bye friends.
got to work for my exam.Labels: about her, friends, people, school
8:42 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
6:14 PM
Friday, November 6, 2009
If there is someone I have to kill now, then it will be my English teacher!Labels: school
10:40 PM
