LIFE JOURNAL

Thursday, May 27, 2010

ahh..
shit!
look what I got from sleeping late every night!
the spots around my eyes are getting darker and darker..
when my dad looked at me this morning, he was like 'what happened to your eyes?'
I was also like 'am I a panda or what?!'

ahh..
I hate this!
any suggestion about how to get rid of this thing??

Labels: unnecessary things

10:02 PM

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

I'm tired of being bored!
enough of the holidays!
this is just way too much..

I can find a PIG inside me.. damn that!
I'm spending my days most by sleeping and doing nothing.

BIG *sigh~~*

this is it!
i ended up with something really good.
*grin*
perhaps, i should just go to my former drawing sensei* and start to learn drawing one more time..
but.. is this really good?

another BIG *sigh~~~*
it's really big now..

by the way, have I introduced my precious people in my life to you?
well, I just found some new persons in the neighbourhood and I guess it's great for you to know them too, regardless you care or not. :P
or maybe it's just for my future self, so that i won't forget.
I guess I've ever written about them before, whom I gave my special thanks for.
but well, people come and go, right?
so you may find them different from the people I mentioned in my previous post..

here are some..

Jesus and my family : guess these ones don't need explaination. :)

Laura : my current girlfriend. (hope she's my lifetime mate. hehe..)
the trouble maker. haha.. this girl is just so cheerful. but she's mysterious one. so hard to understand her..

Cassandra and Gracia : these girls don't change. yeah.. they are my best best friends, irreplaceable ones. the ones whom I can share everything with. :)

Jodhi : guess this one doesn't change either. :P
my best friend who I can rely on. he's definitely reliable.

Kevin : this one gave me much help too. he is most likely the one I will look for when I am stressful and have nothing to do.

Pragaya, Theo, Ridho and Timothy : my classmates whom I spent most of my school-life time with. They sure are precious to me because of that. they existed in most of my memories these years. I miss you all!

Grisella : she's my midnight friend. lol. well, means that we usually chat only at midnight. (it's hard to find someone who's still awake, you know.)
we share interests and many other stuffs. she's friendly. :)

guess only them I'm really close to right now.
well, because this holiday prevents me from finding my friends!
that's why i'm kinda mad staying at home..
urgh...

to them I stated above, I'd like to thank you. :)
you sure bring happiness to me..
thanks..

Labels: people

4:02 PM

Monday, May 10, 2010

Here are some pictures taken on my birthday..
I was totally in mess. :P

Labels: event, the day

3:19 PM

Sunday, May 9, 2010

hey!
I was searching for some videos when I found this extremely funny video!
I laughed like I was crazy!
this is just too funny. lol..
enjoy the video, okay?

Labels: video

12:05 PM

8th of may 2010 is my special day. :)

Labels: event

12:03 PM

Thursday, May 6, 2010

I started this post and I really didn't know how to write.
I've just noticed something so exciting that I can't stop shaking!
whoa..

okay, calm down Garry.
now..

I don't know what to say, this is totally awesome!
you see, Dashboard Confessional is going to show their performance here! Indonesia!
This is just too great to happen!
whoa..
I wish I could go to Jakarta..
I wanna see them.

Arghh!
Why Jakarta?

Well, Dashboard Confessional is my favorite band and I really love their songs!
and now they're holding this event in Indonesia, 29 May 2010, at 7:00 PM!
It's like 'now or never' you know.
it's like 'no way they will come here again next time'.
urghh..
I really wish I could be there.
shit!

I first noticed this event from their facebook account.
click here
do you know what really shocked me?
it's a free show!
free!
and I'm not attending!
it's really a pain in the ass!

they are coming to Indonesia..
they are coming to Indonesia..
they are coming to Indonesia!!

it's like I'm going to cry now!
arghh!

this is one the their songs I'm loving right now since it really suits me..
This is when they performed on the MTV 2 Unplugged.
Dashboard Confessional - The Sharp Hint of New Tears

On the way home, this car hears my confessions.
I think tonight I'll take the long way.
In this weather, the wind outside is biting.
It's left me feeling tired and exposed.
You've been asking me to bleed.
It seems these kinds of questions, they come too easy to you now.
And your lack of shame comes naturally.
I should not be surprised. I should have seen it sooner.

Expect me to apologize for things that you've done wrong.
But you're inciting others.
You're owning up to nothing and I wish that I was gone,
'cause you're not going anywhere.

And this damp air it's fighting my defroster.
My sighs they ring victorious and fog this tinted glass.
And it's clouded and so is my head.
The hint of these new tears are sharp I try to choke them back.
But it's useless. I am useless against them.
They are beating me with ease.

On the way home this car hears my confessions.
I think tonight I'll take the long way.

Expect me to apologize for things that you've done wrong.
While you're inciting others.
You're owning up to nothing and I wish that I was gone,
'Cause you're not going anywhere.

On the way home this car hears my confessions.
I think tonight I'll take the long way.

Labels: event, Music

12:22 PM

Monday, May 3, 2010

I still remember..
I watched this video when I first opened youtube.com.

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics

Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

I talk to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside
Have finally begun to create so much pressure
That I'd soon blow up and

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart

And I can't let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

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(Radio edit doesn't have this verse!)

Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line
I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

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Stop right there
Thats exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who I've been
Cause who I've been only ever made me

I'm sorry for the person I became
So sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

Labels: Song, video

4:01 PM

Here are my collection of the forest ghosts.
i'm searching for the other characters. :)

Labels: things

1:54 PM