LIFE JOURNAL
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not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
I exclusively wish Stephanie Candra a very happy birthday! may all good wishes come true and existing things grow better and better.
here I am. to write another part of my life, just as usual. but today i don't bring good news. it's been a while since i had my last good things. i know no one likes bad news. i know no one cares if i got bad news. sigh. yeah, this blog is just for me, myself. so don't even bother. (no one will, yeah)
this whacking stuff i've just had give me too much pain for sure. guess what, we broke up. and hell yeah, it's miserable! it's not like i can say '*yeay* we broke up!' or 'she dumped me at last' or some of other fucking stuffs.
i really miss her and i mean it. i miss those smiles, i miss that laughter, i miss how we shared things, everything! total misery..
but what to do, she doesn't love me anymore. and that's all my fault! the consequence of the things i've done to her is this! don't you think you're fantastic garry? you made things and you can only regret now!
just 1 week to go before you leave for Bandung, and you've left bad memories here. how great you are, garry, don't you think? shit!
wihiyy.. it's June! well... it's been June for 21 days..
umm.. my holiday hasn't ended yet, which is so boring.. and the inner me is gonna go "ka-boom" if this situation goes on.
nothing to do, so I decide to write. but if I do nothing, then what i am supposed to write? if I don't write, what i'm gonna do? but if I don't do anything, it means I don't have anything to write either. and so bla.. bla.. and bla..
will it be interesting if I write about how I spend my day writing my blog? and actually I start to think that I'm crazy because I even don't know what I am talking about.
or is it that I'm too clever that even I, myself, can't understand what i'm talking about? seriously, this post is sure damn boring.
by the way, my friend's telling me that there will be a reunion. date and time: 25 june 2010 at 14:00 place: St. Yoseph primary school
I started this post and I really didn't know how to write. I've just noticed something so exciting that I can't stop shaking! whoa..
okay, calm down Garry. now..
I don't know what to say, this is totally awesome! you see, Dashboard Confessional is going to show their performance here! Indonesia! This is just too great to happen! whoa.. I wish I could go to Jakarta.. I wanna see them.
Arghh! Why Jakarta?
Well, Dashboard Confessional is my favorite band and I really love their songs! and now they're holding this event in Indonesia, 29 May 2010, at 7:00 PM! It's like 'now or never' you know. it's like 'no way they will come here again next time'. urghh.. I really wish I could be there. shit!
I first noticed this event from their facebook account. click here do you know what really shocked me? it's a free show! free! and I'm not attending! it's really a pain in the ass!
they are coming to Indonesia.. they are coming to Indonesia.. they are coming to Indonesia!!
it's like I'm going to cry now! arghh!
this is one the their songs I'm loving right now since it really suits me.. This is when they performed on the MTV 2 Unplugged. Dashboard Confessional - The Sharp Hint of New Tears
On the way home, this car hears my confessions. I think tonight I'll take the long way. In this weather, the wind outside is biting. It's left me feeling tired and exposed. You've been asking me to bleed. It seems these kinds of questions, they come too easy to you now. And your lack of shame comes naturally. I should not be surprised. I should have seen it sooner.
Expect me to apologize for things that you've done wrong. But you're inciting others. You're owning up to nothing and I wish that I was gone, 'cause you're not going anywhere.
And this damp air it's fighting my defroster. My sighs they ring victorious and fog this tinted glass. And it's clouded and so is my head. The hint of these new tears are sharp I try to choke them back. But it's useless. I am useless against them. They are beating me with ease.
On the way home this car hears my confessions. I think tonight I'll take the long way.
Expect me to apologize for things that you've done wrong. While you're inciting others. You're owning up to nothing and I wish that I was gone, 'Cause you're not going anywhere.
On the way home this car hears my confessions. I think tonight I'll take the long way.
here I am. to write another part of my life, just as usual. but today i don't bring good news. it's been a while since i had my last good things. i know no one likes bad news. i know no one cares if i got bad news. sigh. yeah, this blog is just for me, myself. so don't even bother. (no one will, yeah)
this whacking stuff i've just had give me too much pain for sure. guess what, we broke up. and hell yeah, it's miserable! it's not like i can say '*yeay* we broke up!' or 'she dumped me at last' or some of other fucking stuffs.
i really miss her and i mean it. i miss those smiles, i miss that laughter, i miss how we shared things, everything! total misery..
but what to do, she doesn't love me anymore. and that's all my fault! the consequence of the things i've done to her is this! don't you think you're fantastic garry? you made things and you can only regret now!
just 1 week to go before you leave for Bandung, and you've left bad memories here. how great you are, garry, don't you think? shit!
wihiyy.. it's June! well... it's been June for 21 days..
umm.. my holiday hasn't ended yet, which is so boring.. and the inner me is gonna go "ka-boom" if this situation goes on.
nothing to do, so I decide to write. but if I do nothing, then what i am supposed to write? if I don't write, what i'm gonna do? but if I don't do anything, it means I don't have anything to write either. and so bla.. bla.. and bla..
will it be interesting if I write about how I spend my day writing my blog? and actually I start to think that I'm crazy because I even don't know what I am talking about.
or is it that I'm too clever that even I, myself, can't understand what i'm talking about? seriously, this post is sure damn boring.
by the way, my friend's telling me that there will be a reunion. date and time: 25 june 2010 at 14:00 place: St. Yoseph primary school
I started this post and I really didn't know how to write. I've just noticed something so exciting that I can't stop shaking! whoa..
okay, calm down Garry. now..
I don't know what to say, this is totally awesome! you see, Dashboard Confessional is going to show their performance here! Indonesia! This is just too great to happen! whoa.. I wish I could go to Jakarta.. I wanna see them.
Arghh! Why Jakarta?
Well, Dashboard Confessional is my favorite band and I really love their songs! and now they're holding this event in Indonesia, 29 May 2010, at 7:00 PM! It's like 'now or never' you know. it's like 'no way they will come here again next time'. urghh.. I really wish I could be there. shit!
I first noticed this event from their facebook account. click here do you know what really shocked me? it's a free show! free! and I'm not attending! it's really a pain in the ass!
they are coming to Indonesia.. they are coming to Indonesia.. they are coming to Indonesia!!
it's like I'm going to cry now! arghh!
this is one the their songs I'm loving right now since it really suits me.. This is when they performed on the MTV 2 Unplugged. Dashboard Confessional - The Sharp Hint of New Tears
On the way home, this car hears my confessions. I think tonight I'll take the long way. In this weather, the wind outside is biting. It's left me feeling tired and exposed. You've been asking me to bleed. It seems these kinds of questions, they come too easy to you now. And your lack of shame comes naturally. I should not be surprised. I should have seen it sooner.
Expect me to apologize for things that you've done wrong. But you're inciting others. You're owning up to nothing and I wish that I was gone, 'cause you're not going anywhere.
And this damp air it's fighting my defroster. My sighs they ring victorious and fog this tinted glass. And it's clouded and so is my head. The hint of these new tears are sharp I try to choke them back. But it's useless. I am useless against them. They are beating me with ease.
On the way home this car hears my confessions. I think tonight I'll take the long way.
Expect me to apologize for things that you've done wrong. While you're inciting others. You're owning up to nothing and I wish that I was gone, 'Cause you're not going anywhere.
On the way home this car hears my confessions. I think tonight I'll take the long way.
