not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
here I am. to write another part of my life, just as usual. but today i don't bring good news. it's been a while since i had my last good things. i know no one likes bad news. i know no one cares if i got bad news. sigh. yeah, this blog is just for me, myself. so don't even bother. (no one will, yeah)
this whacking stuff i've just had give me too much pain for sure. guess what, we broke up. and hell yeah, it's miserable! it's not like i can say '*yeay* we broke up!' or 'she dumped me at last' or some of other fucking stuffs.
i really miss her and i mean it. i miss those smiles, i miss that laughter, i miss how we shared things, everything! total misery..
but what to do, she doesn't love me anymore. and that's all my fault! the consequence of the things i've done to her is this! don't you think you're fantastic garry? you made things and you can only regret now!
just 1 week to go before you leave for Bandung, and you've left bad memories here. how great you are, garry, don't you think? shit!
I was from my girlfriend's house. I was hoping everything would have been fine just like yesterday. well, everything's going fine.. until.. I did a really stupid mistake. what a total bastard I was! I was such an asshole! I hope everything never happened..
you may forgive, but I bet you can't forget. stupid dumbass garry! shit!!
here I am. to write another part of my life, just as usual. but today i don't bring good news. it's been a while since i had my last good things. i know no one likes bad news. i know no one cares if i got bad news. sigh. yeah, this blog is just for me, myself. so don't even bother. (no one will, yeah)
this whacking stuff i've just had give me too much pain for sure. guess what, we broke up. and hell yeah, it's miserable! it's not like i can say '*yeay* we broke up!' or 'she dumped me at last' or some of other fucking stuffs.
i really miss her and i mean it. i miss those smiles, i miss that laughter, i miss how we shared things, everything! total misery..
but what to do, she doesn't love me anymore. and that's all my fault! the consequence of the things i've done to her is this! don't you think you're fantastic garry? you made things and you can only regret now!
just 1 week to go before you leave for Bandung, and you've left bad memories here. how great you are, garry, don't you think? shit!
I was from my girlfriend's house. I was hoping everything would have been fine just like yesterday. well, everything's going fine.. until.. I did a really stupid mistake. what a total bastard I was! I was such an asshole! I hope everything never happened..
you may forgive, but I bet you can't forget. stupid dumbass garry! shit!!