not knowing where to go or who to find, he ended up writing this journal.
he has the life of an ordinary person, yet the way of thinking of a melancholia.
he just doesn't know how to find that four-letter thing.
P. S. the navigator buttons are the colored bookmarks.
Friday, March 27, 2009
I'd like to give feedback to Cassandra's post..
The first thing I wanna say to you, Cassandra, my dearest big sister, is "you're welcome and thanks for the compliment."
lol.. :D
And..
The word, "EXAGGERATE", isn't supposed to be there.
lol.. :))
By the way, thanks for the ride too. :)
hha..
Now, I just want to tell you that I'm totally active in Winfield English group in Facebook.
Fascinating!
And the most thrilling news is that I am given the rank of "Winfield Student Captain"!
Super cool!
lol.. :D
Need to work hard now..Labels: about me, people, things
11:08 PM
Hey guys!
For Winfield students(present or past), please drop by and join this group.
Follow the link below..
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/group.php?gid=50911954550Labels: things
7:46 PM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
The first thing I'd like to say is "to hell with this computer!"
I've reached the limit of my patience, and still, this computer keeps turning me insane!
Argh..
37.2 Kbps..
That's the speed of the internet..
What is that?!
I can't even call it as internet connection.
Snails walk faster than this damn internet.
Hell, yeah..
This internet connection is nusanet.
Well, no doubt of its slow snailie speed..
.... :|
It takes around 5-10 minutes to open a single page.
Wow..
Amazing, huh?
Of course, I'm using speedy.
But yeah, as you can guess, I've reached and even passed the limit of the internet usage.
And I'm afraid that my dad will just scream at me after seeing the bill..
Limit of 1 GB and I've passed 1 other GB.
Pretty..
That's why I decided to use this nusanet.
And of course, I really hate this internet connection!
wew..
So...
Where will I start.
Hey..
By the way, I need to be free from this unreleasable sin!
But I totally can't.
This hurts so much, really!
How can I survive?Labels: things
11:33 PM
2:59 PM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
I've Done Too Far
This could have been the change of my life
I met the crossroad and I tried to think
you know, I tried to think
And this could have been the change of my life
Another story put to an end
i decided to change the whole tale
you know, I decided
And this could have been put to an end
But..
When you're telling me you're an ice queen
And when you said you won't change anything
I've done too far
I've done too far
I've done too far to get back to that line
And I should have turned right when it was the time
I've told to myself, I won't regret
I believed this was the best thing I'd set
Again, I always think
If I didn't wrong, it'd be the best thing
But..
When you're telling me you're an ice queen
And when you said you won't change anything
I've done too far
I've done too far
I've done too far to get back to that line
I should have turned right when it was the time
I'm falling apart and I always hope
I hope you're the one who will piece me back
but I'm mistaken, totally mistaken
You're the one who tear me down
You tear me down, you surely mean it
And..
When you're telling me you're an ice queen
And when you said you won't change anything
I've done too far
I've done too far
I've done too far to get back to that line
I should have turned right when it was the time
When you're telling me you're an ice queen
And when you said you won't change anything
I've done too far
I've done too far
I've done too far to get back to that line
I should have turned right when it was the timeLabels: Song
2:14 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It is already tomorrow in Australia.Labels: quote
10:05 PM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
The Outing has ended.
Wohoo!
It's so much fun.
Well, I got 2 packs of "kerupuk ikan" when I was going home.
lol..
It made me to have stomachache. :D
I swear, I really don't regret that I've chosen this Outing.
Wow..
Life is good, huh?
I'll tell you what I experienced there.
Well, here it is.
The first day, at around 11 A.M, we departed from Medan to Maranatha.
It took about 2 hours to arrive there.
During that time, I played cards with my friends in the bus.
Yeah.. there's no other thing to do.
It's shocking me actually, for it's so quiet in the bus.
I thought I might hear some laughing, chit-chating, singing, music, etc.
But it seemed like the people didn't know each other, so they just stayed quiet.
There's no ice breaker among us. :))
We arrived at 2 and we're asked to prepare everything and then we went to have lunch.
Well, I sure won't tell you everything I did there.
You won't like when I said what I've done in the restroom, or what I've done behind the tree.. :D
I'll just tell you the outline.
We had our own groups there.
Well, the groups' members were chosen randomly, and I definitely didn't know the people from the team I was in!
But I was so pleased to have those people in my group.
You will know what I mean if you ask Kevin.
lol..
(Credit: Kevin) :DD
So, we were supposed to work in our group in every game which was given to us.
Yeah.. we played some games there.
The games were totally awesome.
The best game, for me, was "save the eggs".
lol..
Can you imagine what you have to do, so the 6 eggs given to you won't break as you drop them from the second floor?
Wow..
And absolutely our team's eggs didn't break at all.
We're so awesome!
lol.
By the way, there's a name of each group.
And the group, ourselves, was named as "BONAMI".
It sounds weird, doesn't it?
Yeah, but it's a french word, which means "My Good Friend".
Cool, huh?
We played treasure hunting, and BONAMI got the first place, 10 point.
lol..
Karaoke contest, BONAMI obtained 5 point.
Save the eggs, absolutely 10 point. :)
Tug of war, we got 8 point from it.
For poster and kite decoration, we got 6 point.
And for the speaking non-english languages, our team got -1 point.
lol..
Yeah, one of my teammates was caught speaking hokkien, and our point was deducted by 1.
Overall, our team got the 3rd rank.
That's quite great, right? :D
The price is a voucher of Rp. 25.000 from the Gramedia book store.
Nice!
Well, actually that's not the main reason for me to be this happy.
Yeah.. there was something really special.
Beside experience, education, voucher and "kerupuk ikan"(lol), I've got something really special, which I can't tell to you.
It's quite private.
But really, I LOVE this day!
Hey..
Other thing I've forgotten, I overslept this morning and what shocked me a lot was that I found out that all of my roommates had left me alone in the room, lying there..
Wow.
What a shame.
lol.
So I was late to have my breakfast and yeahh, it's totally shameful.
Never mind that.
I enjoyed it! :D
I think that's enough for this post.
Got to go to sleep.
Ciao..Labels: the day
10:28 PM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
I'm so going to the Winfield English Outing today!
Wohoooo!
We'll be going at around 10, and I bet that it will be really fun!
Yihhaaa..!
lol..
It's 9 now, which means 1 hour to go.
I just can't wait.
Well, this is a hard decision though, whether I have to choose this Outing thing or my other super duper important thing.
But yeah, I end up with this Outing.
And I really hope I'm not gonna be sorry with my choice.
That means I am so gonna enjoy this Outing very much!
YEAH!
By the way, it means that I won't go on line for 2 days.
If I can, I'll try to be on line by mobile phone.
Era has changed, huh?
lol..
Let's see.
What I'm gonna take to this outing.
A change of clothes, towel, hygiene kit, jacket, hat, bla bla bla..
Okay, I must be well-prepared.
Ciao..Labels: the day
8:51 AM
Friday, March 13, 2009
From the Disney Mania :
Hakuna Matata - Baha Men
Hakuna Matata
Hakuna Matata
Hakuna Matata
Hakuna Matata
Hakuna Matata
Hakuna Matata
oooooohhhhh
Hakuna Matata
Hakuna Matata
When I was a cool young one
(when he was a cool young one)
i worked in the colony payin my dues
accepting without question the prevailing views
That a young man's life was one long grind
diggin holes standing guard till it crossed my mind
i was wrong, all along
all that i needed, was to have heeded
hakuna matata
what a wonderful phrase
hakuna matata
ain't no passing craze
it means no worries
for the rest of your days
it's our problem free
philosophy
hakuna matata
when i was a shallow youth
(when he was a shallow youth)
a fool for perfection
i was never that good
i was a pawn in the game
i saw no trees for the wood
my future stretched behind me
i was over the hill
i put my best foot forward
while the other one stood still
take my word
i have heard
all that i needed
is to have heeded
hakuna matata
what a wonderful phrase, yeah
hakuna matata
ain't no passin craze
it means no worries
for the rest of your days
it's our problem free philosophy
hakuna matata
hakuna matata
hakuna matata
hakuna matata
hakuna matata
hakuna matata
i hoped we have conveyed
don't hafta bust, get out of the sun
it's much cooler in the shade
some say it's just a waste of time
but they don't realize
that the view is nothing but a crime
we're all creatures worldliwise
hakuna matata
(hakuna matata)
hakuna matata
(hakuna matata)
it means no worries
(it means no worries man)
its our problem free
philosophy
hakuna matata
hakuna matata
what a wonderful phrase, yeah
hakuna matata
(yeah, yeah)
ain't no passing craze
(yeah)
it means mo worries
for the rest of your da-ays
it's our problam free
(s'our problem free)
philosophy
(philosophy)
Hakuna matata
(hakuna matata)
what a wonderful phrase, yeah
hakuna matata
ain't no passing craze - starts fading out -
(hey)
it means no worries
(means no worries)
for the rest of your da-ays
- fades out -Labels: Music
3:18 PM
Monday, March 9, 2009
I feel weird today.
Well, I'm weird everyday.
No.. No..
I mean.. yeah, I feel weird today.
Ahh, okay..
Never mind that.
I've been observing a fly for about a minute, a real fly, you know, with a pair of big eyes, with its long tongue licking around, with a pair of fast flaping wings, so on and so on.
Blahh..
I'm totally bored.
What can cure?
Hoamm..Labels: about me
9:12 PM
Friday, March 6, 2009
"If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun"
"In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing."Labels: quote
10:57 PM
Thursday, March 5, 2009
"Of all the music that reached farthest into heaven, it is the beating of a loving heart."Labels: quote
11:22 PM
"I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too."Labels: quote
11:19 PM
It's been a long time since my last post.
I'm kinda miss posting..
And weird.
Yeah, I'm not used to do this anymore.
Argh..
Never mind that.
By the way, you sure recognize that my blog has turned into some kind of, you know, music box.
When it's full of songs and you're confused which one you're gonna play first.
I'm crazy about music now!
Well, it's fun, it's cool.
And besides, it's suit with what I'm feeling right now.
It's kinda pathetic, huh?
Yea..
I know I'm pathetic.
This world would have just swallowed me alive and I think I would be fine with it.
Ckck..
You know, I'm talking things about her.
We're now no longer... you could guess.
We're still friends, yea, friends.
But not as close as we used to be.
I wish I've never done that stuff..!
It's killing me softly.
She seems avoiding me, I don't know why, I just feel like she is.
Do I really need to learn how to hate you?
Please give me an answer to it.
I'm sick of being this way!
This is my unspoken feeling...
Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade
It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe we're the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe
All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by
All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye
Goodbye
Bye
Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong
Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong
Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrongLabels: about her
10:34 PM
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
About you, about her..
Dashboard Confessional - So Impossible
So she says,
"Everyone's going to the party
Won't you come if I come
with a friend for your friend?
I'd be so pleased to see you
Out of the classroom,
Wearing the smile that I'll bring you.
I was hoping to learn a few things, like........
Do you do you like dishing the dirt
On the whole class,
Talking the big smack,
Or playing the fool?
Wearing all of the latest fashions
Or bucking the new trends?
Wearing your old threads
Or if you like coffee in the evening.
These are a few things,
That I'd like to know;
That I'd like to know."
So I say,
"I've been scheduled to work,
But I'll call in.
And, my friend isn't busy,
He'd be happy to join me.
And maybe my friend and your friend
Will hit it off?
Or, maybe we will?
I'm dying to know........
Do you, do you like dreaming
Of things so impossible?
Or only the practical,
Or ever the wild?
Waiting through all of your
Bad, bad days;
Just to end them
With someone you care about?
But do you like making out,
And long drives and brown eyes
And guys that just don't quite fit in?
"Do you like them?"
"So, yes,
I'll see you there."Labels: Music
7:35 PM
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Most favorite song:
Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional
Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race from self-control.
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine.
We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me,
So won't you kill me, so I die happy?
My heart is yours, to fill or burst,
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
The words are hushed, let's not get busted.
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered;
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"Hey, did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close,
They can't hear, so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me,
So won't you kill me, so I die happy?
My heart is yours, to fill or burst,
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember.
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair,
That you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late.
And this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it and I let you in,
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist,
And you kissed me like you meant it,
And I knew that you meant it.
That you meant it, that you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it.Labels: Music
8:05 PM
Monday, March 2, 2009
Today's song:
You're The One - A Thorn For Every Heart
Life’s a circle and it spins me around, a broken record always making the same sound,
Time and time I get my hopes up just to find I only get let down.
Like a season that refuses to change, a stubborn winter growing colder every day.
Give me something that can warm me up again I swear I’ll let it in.
You’re my something, you are my everything, you’re the one that makes me feel alive.
You wet my suffering, you’re my misery, you’re the one that makes me feel alive.
You can run, you can run, you can run away,
I would find you and convince you to stay.
You’re the one who, who can warm me up again, I swear to let you in.
Like an ocean I’ll just keep making waves,
You are my vessel with an anchor that will never stray.
You’re the one who, who can wake me up again, I swear to let you in.
You’re my something, you are my everything, you’re the one that makes me feel alive.
You wet my suffering, you’re my misery, you’re the one that makes me feel alive.
You can run, you can run, you can run away,
I would find you and convince you to stay.
You’re the one who, who can warm me up again, I swear to let you in.
10:53 PM
Sunday, March 1, 2009
This week's quote:
"Don't tell God you have a big problem. Tell your problem you have a big God!"Labels: quote
10:25 PM
The class seemed to be so boring.. :)
Karaoke contest. wow..
They were making their posters..
Save the eggs. It seemed to be a tortoise.. :DD
Save the eggs. What was that?
Save the eggs.. Parachute?
The teachers..
Rank 1. Rp. 100,000
Rank 2. Rp. 50,000
Rank 3.. I was holding "kerupuk ikan". lol..
The weather was so hot..
The banner..
Friends..
Ms. Dewi with her son..
The girls..
Dorryn and Novia..
Classmates..
The dummy, Kevin. lol..
