LIFE JOURNAL

Friday, July 30, 2010

these will sure remind me of her.
*sigh*
but i guess, she'll never care about that.
she doesn't need me anymore.

4:20 PM

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

just had my hair cut.
and yes, it's terribly awful.
but i don't really care.
i just want to start a new life; well, i start with my hair. :D

see? i told you it's awful. :D

Labels: unnecessary things

6:41 PM

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

here I am.
to write another part of my life, just as usual.
but today i don't bring good news.
it's been a while since i had my last good things.
i know no one likes bad news.
i know no one cares if i got bad news.
sigh.
yeah, this blog is just for me, myself.
so don't even bother. (no one will, yeah)

this whacking stuff i've just had give me too much pain for sure.
guess what, we broke up.
and hell yeah, it's miserable!
it's not like i can say '*yeay* we broke up!' or 'she dumped me at last' or some of other fucking stuffs.

i really miss her and i mean it.
i miss those smiles, i miss that laughter, i miss how we shared things, everything!
total misery..

but what to do, she doesn't love me anymore.
and that's all my fault!
the consequence of the things i've done to her is this!
don't you think you're fantastic garry? you made things and you can only regret now!

just 1 week to go before you leave for Bandung, and you've left bad memories here.
how great you are, garry, don't you think?
shit!

31st of July it is. i'm leaving.

leaving on a jet plane